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prismatica2020-10-19 10:30 pm
rediscovering) wrote in prismatica2020-10-19 10:30 pm
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hello. zuko here. a couple things:
1. for some people chroma is really difficult or weird or uncomfortable. a lot of people come from hard worlds, with difficult lives at home that aren't so touchy-feely like this, and it's hard to adjust, especially for new people. on the 20th of every month there's a social support group for anyone touch-averse to avoid the awkwardness, still get chroma, and have a mutual understanding between everyone there.
there's also private talk therapy with a professional doctor available. there will be free food, a raffle for a prize, scary movies, a haunted house, and a bonfire. meet at the community center, runs all evening. you can wear costumes if you want. anyone can come, alone or with a friend, just be respectful of others' space, thats why we're there. easy icebreaker for easy chroma and a way to meet new people and feel some support maybe. contact me or otonashi (un: otoproxy) if you have questions.
apart from that.....
2. i'm looking for people to play some sports from my home, we need at least six more.
one is a team game called kuai ball, which i guess is like volleyball... simple rules, hard game.
the other is a Fire Nation children's game called Hide and Explode, it's a stealth/strategy game, like tag but you hide and make traps around your hiding spot with lots of little bombs, it's fun. i swear it's safe, kids play it (just don't throw the bombs AT people, hurts)
3. oh and i just saw movies for the first time
i watched Kill Will and Mad Matt: Rage Road
amazing
i want to know more about movies
there's no such thing in my world
that's all thanks
1. for some people chroma is really difficult or weird or uncomfortable. a lot of people come from hard worlds, with difficult lives at home that aren't so touchy-feely like this, and it's hard to adjust, especially for new people. on the 20th of every month there's a social support group for anyone touch-averse to avoid the awkwardness, still get chroma, and have a mutual understanding between everyone there.
there's also private talk therapy with a professional doctor available. there will be free food, a raffle for a prize, scary movies, a haunted house, and a bonfire. meet at the community center, runs all evening. you can wear costumes if you want. anyone can come, alone or with a friend, just be respectful of others' space, thats why we're there. easy icebreaker for easy chroma and a way to meet new people and feel some support maybe. contact me or otonashi (un: otoproxy) if you have questions.
apart from that.....
2. i'm looking for people to play some sports from my home, we need at least six more.
one is a team game called kuai ball, which i guess is like volleyball... simple rules, hard game.
the other is a Fire Nation children's game called Hide and Explode, it's a stealth/strategy game, like tag but you hide and make traps around your hiding spot with lots of little bombs, it's fun. i swear it's safe, kids play it (just don't throw the bombs AT people, hurts)
3. oh and i just saw movies for the first time
i watched Kill Will and Mad Matt: Rage Road
amazing
i want to know more about movies
there's no such thing in my world
that's all thanks
private; changed to private way after sending it, on a paranoid whim azula might see. which she did.
you’re right about not having opposing goals or alliances anymore. i don’t even know if I’d say we were enemies even though she was trying to kill me sometimes..... there were plenty of chances in battle where she could have and didn’t..... in hindsight. but even as kids there was tension. father favored Azula because she’s a genius, and she thinks mother favored me.... she thinks mother thought she was a monster. But Father says Azula was born lucky and I was lucky to be born. we aren’t enemies, just.... siblings..... with a strange family. strange stories. but now it’s not relevant here, in my eyes. I shed a lot of my past willingly, both at home and here. a new lease on life. on this planet.... I don’t know, things are different. but not knowing what happened in however many years ahead of me she is that made her not attack me here.... I wish I knew what changed between us for the better. I know my group’s side won the war. But I don’t know what happened after that. Uncle is from only a few days after me, it sounds like. so only Azula knows why we are peaceful now. that’s what bothers me about the time difference i guess cuz i dont want to fight here and theres no reason to avoid each other. but what is left in that void?? what bond except blood? I guess it’s a turning over a new leaf between us too and its weird to try and make sense of it. especially now that she lives with gokudera and yamamoto..... she’s dating Yamamoto... kinda weird.
3. I like spicy. space battles sounds good. .....and moonlacing... thanks.....
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Speaking of monstrousness... It must have been difficult for both you and Azula to grow up that way. Whether or not her perceptions about your mother are accurate, the fact that she believes them means the effect is the same. And I wonder... Do you think the fact that you've chosen to shed your past and birthright feels
well
personal to her? As though you wanted to shed her, too?
Without those bonds, of course, it might well be that there is no reason for any relationship to exist between you. Nor is there any reason for one not to exist. But trying to pretend you're two completely unrelated people without any of that history is obviously pointless...
Ah, well, I am not sure what I really mean to say. Mainly, I think it is only natural that things feel very odd, and there's probably no need to worry too much or try to rush yourself into feeling totally satisfied and peaceful about it.
But indeed, how interesting that she should end up dating/cohabitating with two of your dear friends, out of all the people here! Did one of you introduce the other, or was it an amazing coincidence?
3. Wonderful!! I will make everything ready to receive you tonight, unless you would prefer I visit your home. (Perhaps you can meet my cat, or my roommates!)
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what your're saying makes sense though. i guess i've never thought about it like that... that azula thinks that because i want to start a new life here, i wanted to erase her too.
i hadn't
for the record.
there's a lot from home i'd rather not tell the whole truth on, but it was never my intention to pretend like i'm an only child or something. i never lied about not having a sister. i even told my roommate kaoru about her the first conversation i had with him!! his brother hikaru knows all about her too! i dont hate azula. it's just... complicated.
i dont know. i dont know whats supposed to happen or what i want or how i feel..... there's no reason for us to be enemies and no reason for us to be friends. just.... brother and sister.... but i guess we have to redefine what that means here. we don't talk like that though. long heart-to-hearts. even when things used to be okay — we still had our parents' love to fight over. attention. talent. now it's just... whatever we want from each other, i guess.
i didn't introduce them, but i'm not sure if it's coincidence, either...... i think just destiny probably.
3. ok. i'll come to you.