001 | ( VIDEO. ) | JULY 30th

[pubertytwice]

_{[ The feed clicks on and shows a kid appearing no older than 13 seated back in a chair, curled knuckles against his face. His eyes look tired and expression rather thin. He's wearing a uniform of some sort, though pieces of it look tattered or stained. One of his legs bounces in his seat (aren't his shorts cute?) but after a moment of mulling over what to say, he leans forward, hands folding together neatly. ]}

I already lack faith in gathering information from anyone here, and yet, here I am with inquiries. Serious responses only.

_{[ What could this boy possibly be asking for?? Where is the best place to get ice cream? Hardly so. ]}

Has anyone has ever even attempted hacking into any confidential files that could be in the government's system that operates here? Alternatively, if anyone has ever attempted to assassinate the Queen?

_{[ Oh.. what.. ]}

If not, is there any place on this goddamn planet that serves coffee? Decent coffee. Every place here is a shit hole.

_{[ That's it. No thanks for your time or anything. ]}

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[pubertytwice]

There were times where I considered it. I spent about 45 years, give or take, without anyone or anything.

_{[ A minor detail he left out, but you know. ]}

That way of escape seemed weak, though, and I knew I could never get back to my family if something like that had happened.. if I hadn't survived somehow.

It was sweet ambition that got me to this point.

[onerous]

45 years alone? [Yeah she can see where that might have a little bit of an effect on someone. Just a lil bit. Like make them start talking to a mannequin or something.

'Weak,' though... Her brow furrows and she chews on her bottom lip like she thinks he's wrong, but doesn't know how to express herself or argue about it in words.]

That's impressive, though. Your family knows about your powers then, I assume? [She doesn't think he's ever heard him talk about his family much]

[pubertytwice]

Sure. We all know about our sister's powers now too. Though, that one would have been nice to know sooner rather than later.

_{[ Yeah, uh. It would have helped with the whole stop the apocalypse business, for sure. ]}

[onerous]

How so?

[She tilts her head curiously]

How many siblings do you have with powers?

[pubertytwice]

Six.

_{[ Wait.. ]}

Five. We lost one, but I guess he's around in spirit. Sometimes helps out. Maybe I should count it as.. five and a half.

_{[ Nice. Ben is just a half. ]}

[onerous]

In-- Literally in spirit?

[Which makes the 'and a half' seem like a terrible sort of joke. The corner of her mouth twitches, amused despite herself, and she shakes her head with a soft 'ha.']

I suppose that's good, though, in a way. Comforting? Though things like lingering spirits is a little uncomfortable to me... But when it's family, maybe... [Maybe she'd feel different if she had a better reminder of her family being around than the memories of corpses.]

...Do you wish your family was here?

[pubertytwice]

Sure. Klaus talks to him all the time and gets to count his vote in for things. It's good to know he still gives a shit to hang out and around.

_{[ Hmm. ]}

In way, yes.

_{[ this softie ]}

That means I would know for sure they were safe. One is here, at least. So..

_{[ He pops his lips together. ]}

That's something.

[onerous]

[Yuri nods in understanding and decides that, out of courtesy to Five, not to push that line of questioning too much more. Not now. The friendship is a little too new for that.

Instead she focuses on the next interesting thing, eyebrow raising in surprise]

Klaus? Ah-- That Klaus is your brother? [But unlike how someone else might have said it, Yuri's expression softens fondly and there's that hint of a smile] I've met him, we talked. He's nice.

[pubertytwice]

Oh.

_{[ well then ]}

I'm sure you two had a lot to talk about.

_{[ not commenting on the 'nice' bit cause Five knows it's true and that's a little bit too much praise for his liking. ]}

[onerous]

We have a few things in common. But... he’s been dealing with this a lot longer than I have. In many ways, he really has it worse.

[Though given how Yuri’s abilities work to exorcise the spirits, Klaus night say otherwise. She looks down at her hands a moment, contemplative]

And our ways of dealing with— all of it are... very different. I’m not sure which is worse. [Sure drinking and drugs were a pretty bad way of dealing with it all, but if such things had been easier to get for her... she’s not sure if she’d have gone down that path or not. Then again, Yuri’s idea for a solution had been much more... permanent. And not in a good way. She exhales slowly]

...I’m glad. That you’re here with him, I mean. The support of even one person whose opinion truly matters to you can make all the difference.

[pubertytwice]

<sub>[ Five doesn't know what Yuri does to cope with it, but he knows he certainly doesn't approve of Klaus' way of dealing with it all. Speaking with Yuri makes him think about reconsidering how he treats his brother in regards to his habits. Klaus may have expressed in the past how shitty it could be to talk to the dead— not to mention the fact Reginald forced it upon him as a child.

It's just.. so easily to ignore Klaus sometimes. Now that they're older (in Five's case, much older) it's easier to feel regret.

His jaw tightens and in a gentle tone, he replies. ]</sub>

I'm glad I'm here with him too.

_{[ At least he could protect one of them, though the fact the rest of them aren't in plain sight aggravates him. Five hasn't even tried to jump back to home because that meant leaving Klaus here, and the guy seemed so happy to have Five here. Not to mention, the last thing that needs to happen is another mistake and he ends up.. alone again, without any of them. ]}

I just hope the rest of them are doing well.

[onerous]

[He says as much to Yuri, but she's watching him again with that quiet, sad expression that she always has]

Does he know that?

[Because, you know, that's important too!!]

[pubertytwice]

_{[ squints..... ]}

Kind of.

_{[ which is Five language for “no.” ]}

[onerous]

You can't assume people will just know they have support. Even if it's not out loud, maybe leave him a note somewhere he'll find it. Sometimes it's easier to write things down then say them.

[Just saying.

And then, lighter, a bit teasingly:] Or perhaps I could pass the message along for you?

[pubertytwice]

That sounds a little sappy if I'm being honest. I'm not that kind of person.

_{[ then quickly: ]}

You don't have to get involved. I'm sure he knows damn well.

[onerous]

If you don't think you'll regret not saying it to him in as many words, one day, than it's fine. After all, 'one day here, the next day gone,' so the saying goes.

[She smiles slightly, regardless]

If you're sure. I really don't mind. [And then, in case Five might not have caught on, she adds:] I'm only teasing.

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[pubertytwice]

[pubertytwice]

I knew you were teasing.

_{[ HE DID NOT!!! You got him. ]}

[onerous]

And you graciously played along with me. I appreciate it.

[She ABSOLUTELY knows that he didn't know.

She huffs an amused noise and looks down, shaking her head some.]

...You're a good man, Five-san. I think it's important you hear that sometimes too.

[pubertytwice]

<sub>[ Oh no. Oh, no, no, no. Yuri might see Five's expression twitch into something of a slight grimace. She did not. He's not a good man. Not after all he's done; not after all he's been through. He feels something swell in his chest, but he can't be too angry with her.

He maintains his softer and more sincere tone, glancing up at her. ]</sub>

I wish I could agree with you, but I don't believe there's good or bad people anymore. There's just.. people.

_{[ He's never been called good like this. He's been called a good mastermind. A good professional. A good killer. But not ever a good person. ]}

[onerous]

[She simply watches him, passive and calm.]

Mm. Is that how it is...? [She sounds like she's really not sure]

Well, either way, I'd like to keep getting to know you.

[pubertytwice]

What for?

_{[ Sorry. That's his automatic response. They didn't really have friends as kids and obviously he didn't really make friends in his old age either. It's kind of sad, really.]}

[onerous]

When I told you about what I could do, you didn't laugh at me, or make me feel ashamed of it. It makes me want to know you more.

[She tilts her head, not at all perturbed by the response. Honestly, it's what her default response is to similar comments directed at her too so, you know. She gets it.]

Besides, it'll be easier to make coffee you like if I know you better.

[pubertytwice]

Yes. Well.
You believed everything I said when I told you about who I am.

_{[ A pause. ]}

So I guess that means it makes me want to know you more too.

_{[ wow god he's never had an Actual Friend before, nice. ]}