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[dereban]

so, once again, iiiiit's your local prismanon asking for some advice!

it's almost the end of the year, huh? like, ten months deep. i've been here for like, what? almost half a year now? that's kind of shocking to be honest. and it makes me wonder. who here misses their homes? but more so than that...

we're getting 'older' here, right? like, if your birthday passes, you count that as a +1 to your age, right?

so, the real question i have here is simple: if you start getting older than all of your friends back home, isn't it kind of sad? you spend all your time here, getting to know people, maybe making new friends. but you're aging. you don't know if your world's time is moving. like... i'm the only one from my world here, tbh. it's lonely! ( ´•̥̥̥ω•̥̥̥` )

the other thing ig i wanted to ask is...

if the person you care about the most is back home, how do you deal with that? how can you just bear waiting to figure out how to get home -- when you've been in this world for so long that you've almost given up hope on the idea that maybe, one day, they'll show up here. or even that you might actually go back?

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anon

[sarcaskick]

i mean it's either

a. go home and get dragged into a war i couldn't really care less about

or

b. stay here and get paid for sex all the time





so i guess i'm saying this is a way better choice for me and my old home can burn for all i care

text | un: fantasma

[teaserving]

i dont have room to miss home
not that i ever really felt home anywhere

anyway
most of my friends are here
so i guess i'm fortunate in that case

but i guess you gotta ask yourself
is if the person you're waiting on is worth it or not
and do they even know you're waiting for them or vice versa

permanon;

[dereban]

then i guess this isn't relevant!

i think it's worth it
but i don't know if they are is the problem

like i said.
i don't know if time moves back in my world or not?
i don't have anyone from back home so i don't have any frame of reference to tell if... that's true or not

but they're worth it. definitely.

[teaserving]

i don't think it matters if time is moving there or not
i would probably wait, personally
if they know how you feel and they're back home and you plan on going back then you wait

permanon;

[dereban]

i guess for some people home is worse than here so it'd be ymmv

so that makes sense

[dereban]

why wouldn't it matter?
like if time isn't moving back home but it is here...

you might grow old here
old to the point where it might be weird if/when you return back home

there's a HUGE difference there

[teaserving]

maybe it doesn't apply to me if you're still a kid
since im an adult man and i wouldn't be waiting for some teenager

Re: permanon;

[sarcaskick]

idk how any world could be better than this one

[dereban]

i like my home more than this place.

maybe people like the moonblessing stuff but. i'm not a huge fan comparatively speaking.

[dereban]

but an adult and an old person is also still one hell of a difference?

[teaserving]

wow someone really is thinking decades into the future
well that's on you

[dereban]

who said it was decades? i never gave my age.

[ She's anonymous, after all! ]

[teaserving]

i was thinking comparatively if i were in your shoes. i literally know nothing about you but i assume you're considerably young considering how fucking worried you are about age difference and the span of time running here versus whether or not it runs back in your world while you're here.

[yep]

also anon

[highsteaks]

Honestly I'm not really dealing at all.

text; not anon

[provenforce]

A lot of people I care about are back home, but I don't know that I would want them to end up here. Though my... sworn enemy is also here, which means he can't be causing trouble for them back home.

I guess I take comfort in that.

Anon

[resenting]

Good question. Thinking about time like that gives me a headache, but I figure you're whatever age you say you are, I guess? Who knows how time actually works from one world to another.

I started to think that I might get used to just living it out in another world, to be honest.

permanon;

[dereban]

that's fair, honestly?

i mean, i honestly don't know if i personally want them here. i'm conflicted!
this place is nice in a lot of ways but sometimes it gets dangerous, too

i wouldn't want the people i care about to face those dangers.

but i suppose that if your enemy is here they can't cause trouble, which is probably... a plus in not wanting the people you care about here?

permanon;

[dereban]

you'd think that i'd be used to it after being here for half a year but no. i'm not.

i was just thinking about it since this year's almost over, apparently. guess for some people there's no... 'getting used to things'.

[ Amongst other things, but saying them would out her identity. ]

[resenting]

Probably depends on what you're having to get used to, and who you've got with you.

Well, I don't have anyone I miss that much other than family back in my original world, so I can't comment much on that I guess.

[dereban]

oh.

i'm... sorry? did you want to talk about it? i know i did ask for advice, but i'd like to say that i'm a decent listener.

[provenforce]

If I had the choice, I'd go home. It's dangerous there, too, but I'd feel less trapped. This place seems almost like a prison, in some ways.

I miss my friends, but if someone had to be trapped here, with him, I'm glad it's me.

[dereban]

i guess.

i don't have anyone from back home, so it's... harder. there are others that are so much luckier and i'm just a little bit jealous of those people. i can't help it.

[resenting]

That's fair. I don't have anyone here from my own world, but I have somebody from the other world, so I guess I'd be in that jealousy category.

I know what it's like to be brought somewhere against your will, though. I'll tell you one thing though, this world is a lot less cruel than it could be.

[dereban]

it could be worse. we're still considered as 'guinea pigs' though.

but for me this place isn't... i prefer home over to this place.

[resenting]

Yeah, I feel that.

To be honest, when I first got brought to another world I was excited as hell, I thought it would be like a light novel adventure or something. Reality is nothing like that sort of fairy tale, and I wanted nothing more than to go home for the longest time.

Compared to that, this place is better but it's still basically a load of crap.