⏪ text | un: fantasma | DEAR ABBA part the second

[teaserving]

hey
so it looks like you guys are asking a million crazy questions again

well guess what here i come the foundation of wisdom leone abbacchio
ask your questions anonymously or whatever
i'll answer
since all of you are desperately asking for advice all the time!

ps: did you know your moonblessing can swap
just found out
fucking nuts

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[teaserving]

1. rubbing alcohol. sorry not sorry about the lipstick

2. not at all. i think he might love it actually.

3. mate or rooibos, maybe with some vanilla?

[nonehorse]

1. Of course! That'd break down the waxiness...I might leave a few of the marks in, though. They're a nice little memento, you know! Especially with the colours you wear. They stand out against my drab taste in colour!

2. Prepare yourself for this month's three-moon period, Leone. I'm going to make you jingle from beading. You're not allergic to feathers, are you?

3. That sounds delicious! I might see if I can get a tester batch and bring it over one day, see what you think. Clearly you're getting 90% of the profit for this, and I'm going to come up with some cheesy name for it if you like it.

[teaserving]

1. hey your colors are fine they're warm I like it but I'm flattered

2. if I was allergic I wouldn't come over so much and pet your chickens. better make me jingle Mohammed

3. dont care about the profit but I'd like to taste what you pet together but that reminds me I'm gonna have to have you be my tester for some stuff I'm gonna try to make for Reimi's cafe

[nonehorse]

You really are something else, you know that? Only you would look at my clothing and, instead of thinking 'boring', go calling them warm instead. ...And only you would come over and give my girls affection like they deserve. Why did I ask about allergies? Honestly.

...I must have racked up some good karma in a past life or something to have you in my life. Just between us.

Why don't we make a thing of our taste-testing endeavours, though? I'll bring over the tea, you bring the sample platter, and we can give each other our brutal opinions! I can't wait to see what you're going to make, Leone; it'll be hard to run my shop if you're going to work at Miss Sugimoto's cafe and I'm going to trail my way over there every other day!!

[teaserving]

oh come on i doubt im the only one
i like the way you dress
it suits you
not that you couldnt try other stuff if you wanted
but you dont have to either

you're such a sap
but i like that

hey i can always come by your place too
no reason it's gotta be one-sided
i'll just make sure you aren't in a session or something first

[nonehorse]

How about 'you're the only one whose opinion on my style of dress I care about', then? Everyone else can deal with my preference for comfort, but I actually want to look like I deserve my place at your side.

I'm glad you don't hate the sappiness, though. That's just a part of being The Fire Man, I think; I have to do nothing by halves, and that, I'm learning, includes love? So you'd be stuck with it either way. Actually, I'm very glad you like the sappiness! Because the thought of you visiting my shop makes me incredibly giddy? In a good way, of course. It's almost as if...

I don't know how to word it properly. But it'll be like I can take you home, just for a little while. To before the whole Dio business, when I was just me. And maybe I'm putting too much value into that idea, but it's something I'd like a lot, as much as you'd want to visit. Maybe I should set aside a little area in the front so it's comfortable, in case you have to ever wait. Or in the back! You'd get those privileges, of course.

[Chill you dumb thot oh my god.]

[teaserving]

you deserve it
if anything i think about whether or not i deserve mine with you

i think i'd like that
i dont really have a piece of home to share unfortunately
my old apartment wasnt really decorated
not like it is here

maybe in the back
i kinda want the privacy with you
you know

[nonehorse]

I guess the most important thing to remember here is that we picked each other. Therefore, we deserve to be where we are. ...Which is easier said than felt to be honest, but I'm sure we'll get there if we think it hard enough!

Are you ready for the sappiness, Leone? It's coming again. Here it comes, this is your warning to turn away before you hit it, so you can't blame me now.

But after everything, maybe here is home for both of us.

Alright, now that I've thoroughly embarrassed myself with cheesy lines like that!!!!! Back it is. I don't want you to have to deal with customers when you're a VIP, anyway. Though I

wouldn't be averse to the idea of





christening the shop as it were

perhaps

forget you read this i can't believe i sent this im sorry for being vulgar oh my goodness

[teaserving]

ooo i got a sappy and a horny response from you
amazing
two for one

hey
look
i dont know what it'll be like if either of us end up disappearing from this place
but for as long as we're here i'm ok with that
what i mean is like
i feel safe around you
which is rare for me

so yeah
we're fucking in the shop right?

[nonehorse]

LEONE

AFTER THIS REPLY LET'S JUST FORGET THAT THERE WAS EVER A HORNY COMPONENT TO THIS CONVERSATION ALRIGHT, PLEASE

but yes we can if you like, I am not accepting responsibility for you smelling like incense for a few hours after and that is a fact, thank you.



anyway

I think that's honestly about all we can do, which sounds worse than it actually is, obviously. In fact, having to cherish every second that we get together is probably the easiest, most enjoyable thing I've ever had to do in my life. (And moments that get cherished do include me reading the fact that I make you feel safe, Leone. You have no idea how that makes me feel! There's no human word for it, I think.)

I don't think that this is really on par, so you'll have to forgive me for it, but all I can offer you is the fact that you make me feel like I can be myself, instead of what I think I should be for everyone else. I don't have to always be responsible and mature and upright all the time, because you said that you want all of me and I trust that.

And only one other person's made me feel that way, I think. Maybe not to the same intensity, but.

Yes! What I'm trying to say is that I adore you and I'm hanging onto every tiny memory of you that I'll ever get.

[teaserving]

holy shit
you're really cute when you're flustered


don't worry about it. i figured we were gonna have some different feelings or whatever
just know that i don't usually feel this way either

and i can live with being adored
so long as you're just being you

[nonehorse]

YOU are cute, thank you very much. And I hope you don't take my words as me saying that I don't feel incredibly strongly for you, because nothing could be farther from the truth!

I'm sorry



I'm not exactly good at getting my feelings across sometimes, especially when it counts. But I'm definitely being me around you. I haven't been this much of myself since I was a child. Not the fortune teller, not the bad omen, not the reliable friend, just me.




I should really stop taking your attention away from the actual people with problems though, hm? I'd hate to deprive them of your wisdom when I know it's incredibly valuable!

[teaserving]

i cant be cute im the big mean one

you're fine
i'm pretty happy with where we are
and i know you do your best
i mean im kind of shit with my words too you know

[he is self-aware with how emotionally constipated he is]

oh yeah that's me
all knowing
anyway dont worry about it
im always glad to talk to you