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[menaces]

what's up sluts

no seriously I'm looking for people who need chroma and have low standards

i'm not looking for romance or friendship or whatever if it happens great if not we don't have to talk we just have to fuck

i'm male, 30s, no preferences

i've attached a photo of myself and a list of things i won't do, everything else is good just let me know what you want

okay with one night stands or ongoing arrangements

non-sexual moonlacing ok too but i'm going to limit those slots because i live with two dumb romantic introverts and my sister who's like 12 and these fools are going to starve

(the photo is shoulders down, the subject hiking up his shirt one-handed to reveal well toned abs. there's a recently healed scar running horizontal through his stomach, but that's probably not important.
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Comments

[menaces]

i do it because it's way easier than what i used to do to get by

[despairing_hope]

Isn't a job and holding hands and hugging easy enough?

[Not that he had a job, but he could walk down the street and just find whatever he needed for free without even trying....]

I feel like hooking up with strangers where there isn't even a desire or affection would be more difficult.

[menaces]

it's not enough for four people to live off of no
and yeah, i get it, [ he does not get it ] xiao xingchen is the same way
that's why im doing it for him
it's not hard for me
im a degenerate, like you said

[despairing_hope]

The other three people can't contribute?

[Though, in a way it sounded a bit romantic. If he were put into a situation where it was needed to support the people he cared about, he wouldn't think twice. But then, the people he cared about were a lot more capable than him! So it wasn't like it was even a question of if he had to do something.]

Perhaps not as degenerate as I thought. You sound as if you have a bit of hope inside you.

[menaces]

[ what does hope have to do with anything??? ]

like i said, two of them are like you. and my sister's young.

[ she's not that young, definitely not 12, but he's not about to call her unreliable in public. she'll beat him with her stick for sure. ]

[despairing_hope]

[Everything!]

Even I can hold my classmates hand and hug her. There hasn't been need for much more than that.

[It was as if people thought sex was the default.]

[menaces]

great, hug my sister for me

[despairing_hope]

If she wants to, I don't mind. But I would be a little worried for her.

[menaces]

why?

[despairing_hope]

It's a bit unlucky to be near me.

[menaces]

[ ain't that a mood ]

her luck isn't that great to begin with
what's so unlucky about you?

[despairing_hope]

[Is biggest mood.]

Well, personally I'm very lucky, but, those around me... have accidents.

But, a casual interaction is usually fine.

[The people he loves get hurt the most. So, as long as he has no friends it should be fine!]

In fact, nothing amazing has particularly happened, so I wouldn't be too worried about the scales balancing just yet.

[menaces]

... right stay away from my sister or you're going to have an accident

[despairing_hope]

Don't worry, I keep to myself.

[menaces]

we can keep talking but if i catch you around the others there's going to be a problem

[ bad shit happens to him anyway so that part is whatever ]

[despairing_hope]

You don't have to threaten me, it's not like I want to hurt anyone.

Nothing bad has even happened while I've been here. But I do admire this drive of yours for your family. I can see you have a lot of hope regarding them.

[menaces]

intention means nothing
they've been through enough



what does hope have to do with anything?

[despairing_hope]

Intention means quite a lot.

Hope means everything! You know, hope is the most powerful thing in the world, right? With hope nothing can be overcome. It is the purest and most incredible thing. With a strong hope you can achieve your dreams, over come your set backs, and protest those around you!

Hope is the foundation of all that is good. And a true Hope, the strongest Hope can win over anything else.

If you have a strong Hope, you have nothing to worry about, things will always turn out alright, because Hope always wins. Even when Despair has taken over, Hope will always rise to the top!

So it's important to have a good sense of hope, and if it can be nurtured, to have true Hope.

[menaces]

yeah i think I'm gonna go now

[despairing_hope]

Good luck with your predicament.

[menaces]

thanks
good luck with your......... you

[despairing_hope]

That is one of the kindest things someone has said to me. Thank you.

[menaces]

[ oh no he's stupid xue yang's one weakness ]

...you're not kidding about keeping to yourself huh
thought you said you had friends

[despairing_hope]

[More head in the clouds than stupid.]

I said I had a classmate.

[Oh, but she was his friend too.]

Though we are friends. I have one other, but he isn't here.

[menaces]

[ it's a kind of stupidity it counts ]

and your friends don't say nice stuff to you?

[ like he really doesn't even consider what he said to be that nice ]