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[penpoint]

I have a question. Consider it a bit of a survey or questionnaire. I'm curious. I want to remain anonymous, so that people feel like they can safely remain anonymous, as well.

What does love mean to you here? What did it mean to you at home? Is it different for both?

Relationships are seemingly more complicated here than they would be at most of our homes. I was wondering if others felt the same.

How are you managing it here in a place where it does seem more complicated? Are you doing the same things you would have done if you were at home?

Thank you for your time.

Comments

[starmark]

yeah i get it
sanguis is kind of like that for me

oh
right
i'm a sanguis
but anyway

sanguis is like
it's a separate thing from me
but still a part of me

like an evil spirit i have to control

maybe that doesn't make a lot of sense
it makes sense to me though

maybe it would help you to think of cordis like that though
don't think of it as a force that affects you
think of it like its own thing
but a thing that's a part of you
and you can either go in the same direction or opposite ones

but you're the one with the final say

[penpoint]

An evil spirit? That's an interesting perspective. But I read and watch enough film to know and understand what you mean. It's been a fight to behave and even then everything I do isn't the best.

Knowing that, that is what it makes interpersonal relationships more difficult to navigate.

That why the line of questioning. [ as if they weren't... already not his personal strength ]

[starmark]

so pretty much what you're saying is

cordis makes you feel stuff and you hate it

[penpoint]

Not exactly.

Cordis amplifies existing feelings and removes any potential logic on not acting on them.

Accompanied by the pheromones we have attached to us. I just find it better to stay inside, to be honest. You can't make as many mistakes if you don't go outside and see others.