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ZΣПYΛƬƬΛ ([personal profile] tekhartha) wrote in [community profile] prismatica2019-05-05 05:23 pm

voice; 001

I had never given much thought to sexual intimacy before I arrived here.

[The soft, sonorous thrum of Zenyatta's voice comes drifting across the network like a cloud on the wind, punctuated haphazardly by the faintest of chimes as his orbs circle, unseen. His tone is carefully neutral, curious and undemanding, as he continues.]

When my omnic brothers and sisters liberated ourselves, some among us chose to forsake such human forms of sexual gratification as symbolic of our subservience; our bodies were built for the use of humans, and our ability to feel physical pleasure merely a supplement to human pleasure. To use them as free, sentient beings was to agree that we were little more than shallow imitations of our creators.

I had not considered my own path at all, until now- and, for my ignorance, it is all I can think about for a few days each month!

[Wryly amused for a second there before he continues. If he is being perfectly honest there is one person in particular who is driving him to distraction, but... he hums.]

I believe I would like to try it for myself, under the right circumstances, yet I find myself-- quite unsure. Would any of you be so kind as to share your own first experiences? [brightly:] "Virginity" is merely a social construct, of course, but I am sure each of you has a story you might care to tell!
divaricate: sways @ dw (etc ● 383)

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[personal profile] divaricate 2019-05-05 05:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't think my first experience years ago counts as something great for storytelling, unless you're really into stories about getting busy on the cold and dusty floor of a half fallen-in building that didn't have all that much integrity left to it. Which, if you are, then in that case, I have a great story. Minus the part where I should have moved the brick that I was accidentally lying on because that hurt my back, and not in an enjoyable way.

[ Just saying. ]
divaricate: berks @ dw (infinity war ● 353)

[personal profile] divaricate 2019-05-05 07:54 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She replies with a short breath of laughter. ] No, it was during a short reprieve. [ Of, you know, Western forces and their allies deciding Sokovia was a great place to litter with bombs. ]

My most recent sexual experiences back home were way better. I was part of this..team, and one of the other members, an android, and I were getting close -- in several meanings of the term. So, first time's not always the best time.

[ It rarely is. ]
divaricate: easystreet @ dw (infinity war ● 312)

[personal profile] divaricate 2019-05-05 08:53 pm (UTC)(link)
Humans ... need laxatives for the sticks up their ass a lot of the time, honestly. [ Humans can be dumb. She knows. She is one. ] He's not here, though, no. I'm one of the only ones from my exact universe here, at least for now.
divaricate: easystreet @ dw (civil war ● 264)

[personal profile] divaricate 2019-05-09 07:01 pm (UTC)(link)
That's true. [ On all counts, she means. ] And him not being present is also going to cause me to be sexually frustrated while I'm here.

[ She says that part half jokingly, with a small breath of laughter. ]

Which is a whole other side to sexual intimacy with someone, or someones.
divaricate: sissybars @ dw (infinity war ● 309)

[personal profile] divaricate 2019-05-09 09:23 pm (UTC)(link)
I do, it's just.. damn emotions and expectations, really. They've got bad habits of popping up when it's least convenient. Kind of like if you know someone really annoying, and they knock on your door unexpectedly.
divaricate: sways @ dw (Default)

[personal profile] divaricate 2019-05-29 09:18 pm (UTC)(link)
I hope so. [ A soft laugh, short. ] And I think so too, about the second half. Some people, beings, don't see it that way.