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[mingyues]

[ xiao xingchen is not someone who feels the urge to ask questions often. not of others, and even less so of strangers. for this, however, he'll make an exception, even if the words are hard to parse. ]

I have been thinking
The people that we are in this place, the people we become —
Is there a chance in this world for those who are destined to commit evil?
Or is it futile to expect that anything will change when we return to our worlds?

And if it is futile then... does anything we do here matter?

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[lonenowa]

[HOPEFULLY YOU'LL BEFRIEND THIS LONELY SOUL-- And Noire does seem to invest in her response as she types across the keyboard spryly.]

𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘶𝘴𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘶𝘱 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥𝘦𝘳. 𝘞𝘦'𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘭𝘭 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘭. 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺. 𝘕𝘰𝘵 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘳 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘴𝘯'𝘵. 𝘎𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘭 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘴, 𝘺' 𝘬𝘯𝘰𝘸. 𝘐𝘵 𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘦𝘴 𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘶𝘭 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘰𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘹𝘢𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘳𝘪𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘸𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘨. 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘺 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺'𝘭𝘭 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘧 𝘨𝘰𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘢𝘳 𝘪𝘴, "𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘳" 𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘧 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘦𝘹𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘪𝘵.

𝘐 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯, 𝘪𝘵 𝘰𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘨𝘰𝘦𝘴 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘪𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘴𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘩𝘶𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦. 𝘐𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘥𝘪𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘴𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘱𝘪𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘧 𝘧𝘪𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘤𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘥 "𝘢𝘯𝘪𝘮𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘢." 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘩𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘶𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘮 𝘶𝘴𝘶𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘰 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘴, 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘭𝘺 𝘸𝘪𝘯𝘴. 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘸𝘢𝘯𝘵 𝘵𝘰 𝘴𝘦𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘴𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘨𝘨𝘭𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘣𝘦𝘭𝘪𝘦𝘧𝘴, 𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘢𝘤𝘩𝘪𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘪𝘳 𝘨𝘰𝘢𝘭. 𝘛𝘩𝘦𝘺 𝘢𝘭𝘴𝘰 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘷𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘴𝘶𝘤𝘤𝘦𝘦𝘥𝘴 𝘣𝘶𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘷𝘦𝘳 𝘵𝘳𝘶𝘭𝘺 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘳𝘴. 𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘦𝘯𝘫𝘰𝘺 𝘨𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘰𝘳𝘪𝘻𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦𝘱𝘵 𝘰𝘧 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘢𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨.

𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘣𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘯𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘰𝘧 𝘶𝘴 𝘶𝘯𝘥𝘦𝘳𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘴𝘦 𝘵𝘸𝘰 𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘺 𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘵𝘭𝘦 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘮𝘦𝘢𝘯 𝘢𝘴𝘪𝘥𝘦 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘨𝘦𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘻𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯, 𝘰𝘧 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴𝘦. 𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘤𝘳𝘢𝘻𝘺. 𝘛𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘸𝘩𝘺 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘥 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦 𝘵𝘰 𝘵𝘦𝘭𝘭 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘸𝘩𝘢𝘵'𝘴 𝘵𝘰𝘰 𝘧𝘢𝘳. 𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯.

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[lonenowa]

[Suddenly, she halts in place, with this sickening chill encroaching from her spine to her neck. "Maybe I'm a cliche," Noire thought.]

𝘌𝘳. 𝘔𝘢𝘺𝘣𝘦 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘴𝘵𝘰𝘱 𝘵𝘺𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘐 𝘴𝘶𝘥𝘥𝘦𝘯𝘭𝘺 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘻𝘦 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘤𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘳𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘤 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘴𝘦𝘦𝘮. 𝘚𝘰𝘳𝘳𝘺 𝘪𝘧 𝘐 𝘴𝘰𝘶𝘯𝘥 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢 𝘧𝘰𝘳𝘵𝘶𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘰𝘬𝘪𝘦 𝘰𝘳 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨.

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[mingyues]

Are they learning experiences? Should they not be obvious? Are we not all born good? I like to believe we are all born good, and people just stray but they can find their path again if they wish to.

No!
I
I really appreciate your thoughts. I am trying to find answers to what
I am trying to find answers to what I now know. Anything helps.

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[lonenowa]

𝘞𝘰𝘸. 𝘐'𝘮 𝘴𝘶𝘳𝘱𝘳𝘪𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘧𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘮𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘦𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘵. 𝘈𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘮𝘺 𝘈𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘥𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘤𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘢𝘸𝘢𝘺. (¯▿¯) 𝘐'𝘭𝘭 𝘢𝘥𝘮𝘪𝘵, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘣𝘢𝘳𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘪𝘴 𝘢𝘭𝘮𝘰𝘴𝘵 𝘦𝘮𝘣𝘢𝘳𝘳𝘢𝘴𝘴𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘮𝘦! 𝘐𝘵'𝘴 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦, 𝘢 𝘴𝘶𝘱𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘭𝘪𝘤𝘩𝘦 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘺 𝘩𝘦𝘢𝘥.

𝘋𝘪𝘴𝘳𝘦𝘨𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘪𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘳 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘴, 𝘐 𝘥𝘰 𝘢𝘨𝘳𝘦𝘦 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵. 𝘉𝘶𝘵 𝘐 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘬 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘢𝘣𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘨𝘰𝘰𝘥 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘦𝘷𝘪𝘭 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘴 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘦𝘱𝘪𝘱𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘺 𝘰𝘧 𝘷𝘶𝘭𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘪𝘭𝘪𝘵𝘺. 𝘞𝘩𝘦𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘻𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶'𝘳𝘦 𝘷𝘶𝘭𝘯𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘣𝘭𝘦, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘳𝘦𝘢𝘭𝘪𝘻𝘦 𝘰𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘴 𝘢𝘳𝘦. 𝘞𝘪𝘵𝘩 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘪𝘯 𝘮𝘪𝘯𝘥, 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘭𝘦𝘢𝘳𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘱𝘦𝘰𝘱𝘭𝘦 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘣𝘦 𝘩𝘶𝘳𝘵, 𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘺𝘰𝘶. 𝘚𝘰 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘬𝘪𝘯𝘥 𝘰𝘧 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘢𝘯 𝘶𝘯𝘤𝘰𝘯𝘴𝘤𝘪𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘪𝘥𝘦𝘢 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘤𝘢𝘶𝘴𝘦 𝘱𝘢𝘪𝘯 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘴𝘶𝘧𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘨.