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[saezuru]

I want to learn about meditation
I'm considering it for Sanguis

Give me anger-management ideas if you have any
Something that isn't punching people

Thanks.

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[saezuru]

Yoga and meditation might work
Yoga classes only work during the class (maybe)
I have a teacher coming after Sanguis to help with meditating
One guy can make your emotions go away

Lots of options
Can't say if any of them work, though
Sanguis may just be like that

[foxable]

i’m trying to picture me managing to sit through yoga let alone meditation without crawling out of my own skin and not managing it

taking your emotions away sounds extremely worrying
like is that a magic power or
what would the limitations on that even be??
i have about a thousand questions now and they are all worrying

but it sounds like you aren’t having an easy time finding a good coping method

[saezuru]

Meditation might not be for you

[ You think? ]

Sounds like magic
I don't want to do that one either

Sex works the best, so far
I'm surprised no one has suggested that by now

[foxable]

maybe it’s too obvious?

took someone literally spilling my blood to get me to calm down
which i don’t recommend btw
even if it does end up okay it’s mortifying later

when you get like that is it
uh
like is it centred on another person? or just random

[saezuru]

Fighting seems to help, too
Maybe we can find people who want to fight
But stopping is the problem

I probably wouldn't stop if I drew blood

[ He's a little violent ok don't tell anyone. ]

Yes
It helps if you have someone to protect
It becomes more than just rage at that point

[foxable]

honestly i’d rather not fight at all
i don’t even like to use aggressive magic and there i was biting people until they bled

yeah it took
a lot of my blood
to make me stop


okay god pointless rage sounds even worse
i just got wildly overprotective of someone

i don’t know if it’s better or worse that i feel that way whether they were there or not

[saezuru]

Sanguis may not give us a choice
Sounds like yours was bad, though

Me too
He understands though

[ And used it against him, but you know, he's his boss so that's his right. ]

Did they return your feelings?

[foxable]

yeah it was uh
an experience alright

that's good

ah
yeah
though he did say i was going nuts and he was correct

he's not sanguis tho it looks like he's cordis which is a whole other issue

the moons in general just seem to be A Lot

[saezuru]

Maybe you need someone to punch you instead

I don't think it makes us crazy
It just makes it harder to hold back

Is Cordis bad?

Seems like most people are used to it

[foxable]

i'm reeeeally not used to having my inhibitions lowered

i'm a pacifist, usually
so it was a bit of a shock


uhhh
no not bad just

he just smells really good it's kind of a problem

[saezuru]

It must have been a shock

Beating up people is my job so it's not different for me

I've heard Cordis is like that
Do you like him?

[foxable]

you beat up people for your job?

what's your job?




are you a boxer????


ah
yeah

yeah i do
it's complicated but haha everything here is probably

[saezuru]

I'm a bodyguard

I understand
Things here can make relationships complicated

[foxable]

oh!

well that’s not a bad job
protecting people is always important

who do you guard that needs you to beat people up all the time??

[saezuru]

My boss
He's a very important man back home
Violent people have tried to kill him

[ It's because he's a yakuza ]

[foxable]

that’s terrible!!

look
i specialize in enchantments
potection spells, wards, stealth

maybe i could help you guys out? mean you have to beat up fewer people?

[saezuru]

Ah
I appreciate the concern
But you shouldn't get involved

No one here has tried to kill him yet
All of our enemies are back home

[foxable]

haha well i know the feeling

mine are too
though it doesn’t stop my partner from being paranoid
and i still don’t go out without my cloaking spell

just lemme know if you change your mind

i’ve heard some weird stuff can happen here

[saezuru]

That sounds difficult

[ Magic... that's way above his pay-grade. ]

Even so, it's not a civilian matter
Don't worry about it

[ He's a yakuza.... ]

[foxable]

no worse than a lot of people, and it’s a lot freer here

civilian?

what are you military or something?

[ forgive him, he is very naive... ]

[saezuru]

It seems to be, yes

No
My boss is part of the yakuza

[ Which means yes, by extension, he is also a yakuza ]

[foxable]

oh


OH


WAIT

wait do you have any of your mages here because i've never got to pick the brain of a yakuza mage and god i love tattoo magic so much but obviously i can't just go to japan and ask to talk to the yakuza let alone you know afford a ticket to japan and

oh

that's why your boss needs a body guard huh

so uh
do you guys

...

like
do yakuza things here

honestly i don't even know what they do i've only really seen them in anime

[saezuru]

We don't have mages

I'm not involved in the business side
I can't say one way or another

[ Those are trade secrets!! Well, and Doumeki really is too dumb to be involved in decisions. ]

[foxable]

oh

huh
really?

i guess you must not be from my world then??
do yakuza just exist in a bunch of worlds

just a simple bodyguard huh :) i can respect that


anyway i don't make offensive magic or anything like that
but i have no qualms giving defensive magic to people

i figure anything that keeps people from hurting each other is good, right?

[saezuru]

Yes, it seems we exist in many worlds

[ I mean, what would Japan be without the yakuza, right?? ]

That's a sound philosophy
Is magic something you can simply give away?