doreimi: (PROFILE ♡ my bro your aesthetic is shit)
Reimi Sugimoto ([personal profile] doreimi) wrote in [community profile] prismatica2020-07-21 10:24 pm

text, un: bellabelle

You know...at one point I would've made a post like this anonymously. Not because I'm ashamed or anything, exactly, but because sometimes you just want to talk about things without your name attached, you know? So that it's not really about you, just about the advice you're looking for. Or because you don't want people to look at you differently after they hear about it.

I guess it's because it's been so hot lately that it got me thinking about it. And also because of Cordis, a little. Sometimes I get wings for Cordis, and then all of a sudden my wardrobe gets pretty limited when it comes to...that. But anyway.

Really what I wanted to ask is —

For people who have scars, how do you think about them? Like are they a part of your identity now, or do they still bother you? Do they feel wrong when you look at them? And — if you are okay with them, did you do something to make yourself more okay with them? Or are you just kind of...never going to be okay with them, no matter what?

I have some. I think they're ugly, and hard to look at, and I try to keep them covered up so that they won't bother people who might see them. I guess really what I'm wondering is whether that's a feeling that's ever likely to change.

It's just something that's been on my mind more and more lately, is all.
grilletto: (♜before my song gets played♜)

sorry i'm late, gmail ate some of my tags

[personal profile] grilletto 2020-08-08 05:01 am (UTC)(link)
nah we already have one of those
he's just not here right now
pros and cons to that but it can't be helped
besides it's something i'm part of anyway
probably should have been part of it but i've had some luck

so i'm gonna assume you're not a stand user then?
you've got something else going on?
machizumo: (school bites and i bite at it.)

an eternal pox on gmail

[personal profile] machizumo 2020-08-08 10:29 pm (UTC)(link)
I stand all the time. Do I come off as really lazy or something?
grilletto: (♜and i think i know♜)

[personal profile] grilletto 2020-08-12 03:43 am (UTC)(link)
okay that tells me everything i need to know
i'm not trying to say you're lazy or anything
hell, i've never seen you so it'd be a little messed up to assume

so now i have to ask
are you lazy?
machizumo: (it's whatever bro)

[personal profile] machizumo 2020-08-12 10:05 pm (UTC)(link)
Of course not! I'll have you know I'm extremely hard-working!

I just don't know what a stand user is or what anybody's supposed to assume it is.