007 » TEXT; un: Persephone (forward dated to IRIS)

[ragingnature]

I know this question has likely been asked more than once. BUT! How does anyone deal with Iris? 😬

I've been Sanguis for almost a year, but last month that changed and it's terrible. It's just more than a week of being unable to fully concentrate on anything.

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[ragingnature]

I suppose so?

This is only my second month of dealing with this. It's not as bad as the first week of last month, but it's still frustrating.

[shinseikai]

Last month was crazy! It seemed like Iris went on FOREVER, right? I like sex and that was almost too much for me. Especially when it was crazy strong like that.

Did you really manage to get through it without fucking? That's powerful.

[ragingnature]

No. There was no way I could get through the entire time like that. I had someone to help.

[shinseikai]

Why can't that person help you again?

[ragingnature]

They're gone...

[shinseikai]

Oh

Did you like them?

[ragingnature]

I don't sleep with people I don't like.

[shinseikai]

That must be hard
No one I've gotten to know has left yet

[ragingnature]

He's the third. I think I'm cursed.

[shinseikai]

damn maybe you are
have you tried consulting an exorcist

[ im sorry hes like this ]

[ragingnature]

[ No respones, too busy crying again. ]

[shinseikai]

[ he....fucked up. shit.]

look im not great at this part
do you have girl friends you can talk to?

[ragingnature]

Yeah.

[ Not that she's going to. She doesn't want to bother anyone. ]

[shinseikai]

have you talked to them?

[ragingnature]

No.

[shinseikai]

why not? they've got to have better advice than a bunch of randos on the internet

[ragingnature]

I don't want to bother them. If I do it this way people have the option to respond or not.

[shinseikai]

isn't being able to bother them the whole point of having friends?

if not i may have to reassess my approach...

[ragingnature]

I don't know... I'm still not sure I understand what true friendship is supposed to be like.

[shinseikai]

You didn't have friends in the virgin cult or at school or whatever? Not even like, I don't know, virgin sisters?

[ragingnature]

My sisters, the flower nymphs, treated me kindly, but it's because they had to.

I consider Artemis a friend, but I haven't known her that long.

[shinseikai]

Man, it sounds like you were dealt a shit hand.

I only ever had one friend, before I came here. And now I've got all these people who let me text them at 2 am.

[ragingnature]

I guess.

I have people I would call friends, but I'm not sure how much they'd appreciate me texting them at 2 am.

[shinseikai]

Would they appreciate knowing you were hurting without reaching out for their help?

[ragingnature]

I don't know. They're all pretty busy with their own things.