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prismatica2019-04-02 01:22 pm
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Saw talk about us getting sent back to where we came from.
[...Not that she doesn't understand why, 'cause, well... hey. Everyone's life got kind of interrupted by being pulled here, right? Plenty of folks probably left a shitload behind. But... pff, well. This is more just. Biting the bullet and getting her own thoughts out 'cause she can.]
I got reminded of where I came from by what happened with the plants. What it reminded me of got a lot worse, though. I don't know how much of a universal constant this is, but I was 3 or 4 when the Raccoon City incident happened on Earth. Plus I've been trying to move on from some things a long time.
I wonder how alone I am saying I wouldn't shed a tear if I couldn't go back.
[...Well, that's some... kinda presumptive phrasing, there, Zoe...?
...But, well. Suffice to say...
...She's just tryin'a speak her head, out there. Just type it out, and collapse onto her forearm as she watches text just... tick across the screen...!]
[...Not that she doesn't understand why, 'cause, well... hey. Everyone's life got kind of interrupted by being pulled here, right? Plenty of folks probably left a shitload behind. But... pff, well. This is more just. Biting the bullet and getting her own thoughts out 'cause she can.]
I got reminded of where I came from by what happened with the plants. What it reminded me of got a lot worse, though. I don't know how much of a universal constant this is, but I was 3 or 4 when the Raccoon City incident happened on Earth. Plus I've been trying to move on from some things a long time.
I wonder how alone I am saying I wouldn't shed a tear if I couldn't go back.
[...Well, that's some... kinda presumptive phrasing, there, Zoe...?
...But, well. Suffice to say...
...She's just tryin'a speak her head, out there. Just type it out, and collapse onto her forearm as she watches text just... tick across the screen...!]
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[Aww, your first "typed laugh" on the new internet.]
Besides, if things get wild out of nowhere, at least it won't be our first rodeo, right?
[...Gonna -- wry up your own smile, there, are you, Zoe.
Nice.]
They say time makes you tougher.
[And... you know - there's no re-burning already thoroughly-burned bridges. Hoo, dear.]
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Especially since I’ve already decided that I’m going to learn how to fight better, after the vine incident showed me that this place won’t be a complete vacation.
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For me, I guess I'm lucky I can see that not being the last time a med student could come in handy.
[...I dunno if "lucky" is the right way to see the probability of future need for medical science help, but okay.]
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But you should really get yourself employed by a hospital or something if you want to be trusted with stuff more advanced than CPR, I think.
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I've been taking things one step at a time, but no reason not to make that the next one.
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Though getting a chance to relax is nice, I would really like to have a purpose too.