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[onerous]

What is it that keeps you living? Why? What makes it worth it to you?

[That’s, uh. That’s it. That’s the message. There’s no follow-up explanation or anything.

She’s just curious and doesn’t seem to see how alarming a question like that out of the blue might be]

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[onerous]

It's a strange subject. Even funerals are strange. Some places they're very somber affairs, full of crying and lamenting. In other places, they're huge parties meant to celebrate the life they left behind.

I guess it's still not a pleasant subject, though. Sorry. I feel like I worried a lot of people. Maybe it would've been best not to ask at all.

[im_gonna_heal_u]

Mmmm, no. I wouldn't say you shouldn't ask it. It's a fair question.

I guess I'm a worrywart when it comes to keeping people alive.

[onerous]

That makes it sound like you definitely thought I was wanting to die or something. [She huffs a little, faintly amused]

I'm not looking for it, for the record. I promised someone I would live, so I don't really plan on it anytime soon.

[im_gonna_heal_u]

Oh um. Sorry?

[ Oops. She might have barreled into saying something she shouldn't have... ]

It's good that you remember them. What's their name?

[onerous]

It's nothing to apologize for. I just feel a little embarrassed making people worry.

Her name is Hisoka. She owns an antique shop and cafe that I help her with. She's very kind and warm, and cares deeply for people. When I move in, she gave up her bedroom for me and moved into a different one-- She's that sort of person.

[im_gonna_heal_u]

Wow, she sounds like a really nice person.

I hope you get to meet her again one day.

[ There's no telling how that will pan out with Prisma, but the well wishes for friends was a universal thing Konoka believed in. ]

[onerous]

I do too. I don't want to wish she'll come here, because that seems a little too selfish, but... I think she'd find this sort of place fascinating. She'd make a lot of friends easily, and I doubt she'd have a problem with the moonlacing.

Sometimes I just try to think what she'd do or say to help me through things. Though I think most of it would be more just 'be nice and make friends, Yuri-chan.'

[im_gonna_heal_u]

lol

It's probably not bad advice. It's what I try to do anyway.

[onerous]

Does it work for you? You seem like the type to have many, many friends.

[im_gonna_heal_u]

It's worked out for me so far!

My personality's a bit more outgoing, but I'm sure with the right flavor of kindness I think you could figure something out for yourself too!