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What is it that keeps you living? Why? What makes it worth it to you?

[That’s, uh. That’s it. That’s the message. There’s no follow-up explanation or anything.

She’s just curious and doesn’t seem to see how alarming a question like that out of the blue might be]

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My end is predetermined.

I don't have any other option.

There are always new things to learn and discover.

So long as that is true, I certainly don't mind living.

It's the little things in life that keeps me going till now. Though I do understand it being hard to see those sometimes.

That aside, this is a rather concerning question, Yuri-chan. Is something wrong?

Goals in life.

[ A question like that sounds suspicious and a little scary, but Konoka wanted to stand her ground. ]

Life is kinda what you make it, so... I wanna make stuff and help others make their stuff (by keeping them alive). When I'm dead I don't get to experience what life has to offer, and that sucks.

I'm a miracle. So to honour that miracle, I must continue to exist.

Or I'm just a spiteful glitch that managed to game the system. Either way, I'm meant to be here!

already did the alternative so what the hell else is there

Maybe the reason for living were the friends I made along the way.

[ A small laugh. ]

No, no. I'll have to say that what keeps me living is because I don't want to die. There's no reason beyond that fact. As for what makes it worth it... well, I will find my own fun one way or another. That's all~

[Wow, deep.]

my friends!!!
seeing sparkling, shining things every day!!!
music!!!
stuff like that lol
it doesnt have to be big or anything, it can something as simple as like
idk
thered be no one to give daikichi extra treats if i wasnt around
that sort of thing

( Finally, something she has an answer to in her suddenly upturned life. )

Myself of course
Life wouldnt be worth it for everyone else if i werent in it so i must keep living for them
Im so generous

finding a reason to continue living.

A lot of it is for myself, but it's also for the people that I care about, too.

But asking a question like that is pretty worrying, you know.

Because I have an entirely new life ahead of me that's mine to create for the first time ever.

I feel like that is more than enough to justify it for as long as we can muster.

Whenever I feel down, whenever things feel worthless, I rise because I know people need me.
Even if it's a little thing, even if I know going into it is utterly hopeless and there's no way to win.
I'll still keep moving forward for them. Even if it's only one person, I'll be strong for them.

It used to be just to see justice for a crime against my mother.

Now it's also because there are people who wanted me to believe that my birth was a mistake, and living is the best way to spite them.

Someone once told me that I was born a street rat and I'd probably die one and no one would care. They weren't wrong back then.

Hm... spite maybe?

now there's a loaded question

you having a existential crisis over there or just curious about everybody's reason to be?

I love almost everything about living! I can see and experience new things, meet people and spend time with them, learn about unfamiliar places... I can affect the lives of others in all sorts of ways, and they can do the same for mine. And here in Lunatia, I can even help revitalize an entire world just by living and building relationships with others. All of that and more make it worth it in every way I can imagine!

uh
its this thing my lungs do
i breathe in and out and i think its subconscious since ive been knocked out a metric fuckton of times
or sleep
i really dont have a say in it

My son. He makes living more bearable.

surprisingly deep for this neon hellscape

but, uh, to answer: my brother, he worked damn hard to protect me through a whole lot of rough shit and i ain't one to tarnish all his hard work

For a while, it was because I thought I had something to accomplish, but I'm starting to feel like I don't know anymore.

My friends. They're basically my family.

And I made a promise that I'd live, no matter what.

what can i say? dying loses its appeal after the first time

[ it's a joke. mostly. ]

life is messy
it can be cruel, and its complicated, and it takes and takes
but its not something im ever going to give up on

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