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[givemewings]

If someone was dead before being brought to this place, have they been resurrected?

It seems that there are numerous individuals that remember dying before their arrival here

if you are one of those people, if you are “dead”, i would like to ask you a few questions.

And if someone is dead in their own world, that raises the question of what happens when we “go back”

is this just purgatory before the final death sentence

wonders never cease, i guess.

Please reply if this applies to you or if you have any relevant information or opinions on the matter.

Thanks.

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[givemewings]

At least your world has an afterlife

i’m not sure i can say the same for my own.

I don’t remember anything after it happened.

Just darkness

for a moment, i thought this was hell, but that’s obviously not true at this point.

[teaserving]

all things considered i got a better end than i deserved
even had someone waiting for me like what the fuck is that

anyway
i doubt this is like
limbo or whatever
but then i've also seen some crazy shit in my time

[givemewings]

Oh
thats nice.

For people that are already dead, it is technically a form of limbo, but i don’t actually think it’s a form of the afterlife or anything.

It is odd that this place takes the living and the dead, though.

It’s all pretty confusing

[teaserving]

the way the moon knights explained it is that they have no explanation
from all of their testing we're alive
so who knows what the fuck is up
magic or science or something else

[givemewings]

Curiously, i don’t have any scars or wounds from when i was killed, which raises even more questions.

I definitely should.

It worries me that i can’t control when i’ll be “sent back”

the idea drives me crazy.

Especially because there is someone i need to stay here and protect

[teaserving]

look
i cant promise that either of you will always be here
and no one can ensure that
not even the moon knights

so you got to just make the best of the time you have with that person
and make sure they know just how important they are to you
okay?

[givemewings]

Love breeds despair in the most awful ways, doesn’t it?

That’s really all i can do.

I thought there was a possibility of some technique that could keep my tethered to this place, but that was probably just me being stupid.
There’s no escaping it, huh

it makes everything here feel so frivolous.

[teaserving]

frivolous huh
you know i consider it more bittersweet
yeah it blows that it is ins't permanent
but i couldnt be more grateful to get a second shot with people i wasn't sure i'd see again anytime soon
and meeting people i'd never otherwise meet

it's what you make of it really
hopefully you'll get some meaning out of that

[givemewings]

For that purpose, maybe it is purgatory.

A chance to ease regrets before disappearing forever.

My death was sudden

i never had a chance to think about it

and now that i have

i don’t know, i’m being stupid.

Maybe i should just cast that life away.
This is all i will ever have again, after all

[teaserving]

look there's no clear answer
so stop saying you're stupid

this might be all we got
but nothing erases the experiences we've had either
but it's what you make of it

you can either make the most of it
or you can decide there's nothing you can do and decide to lie down and rot
i'm kind of an expert on the second option
i dont recommend it

[givemewings]

I don’t plan on doing that.

At least I have something to live for in this place, if she wasn’t here, i’m not sure what i would do.

I wish i had power over it

what good am i if i can’t keep us together

in war, you fight, and if you are the most skilled, prepared, you live and everyone else dies
with this, i’ll just die, suddenly, no warning, nothing i can do about it.

I’m not going to “lie down and rot”
but it feels like i’ve surrendered myself either way, my ability to change anything

i have to figure something else out