anonymous text #2

[givemewings]

If someone was dead before being brought to this place, have they been resurrected?

It seems that there are numerous individuals that remember dying before their arrival here

if you are one of those people, if you are “dead”, i would like to ask you a few questions.

And if someone is dead in their own world, that raises the question of what happens when we “go back”

is this just purgatory before the final death sentence

wonders never cease, i guess.

Please reply if this applies to you or if you have any relevant information or opinions on the matter.

Thanks.

Comments

[doreimi]

i think there must be. the you without her is the one who feels lonely. and even if it's a bad feeling, it's still yours.

i told a friend of mine once that i wasn't sure if my life would've even amounted to much, if i'd lived longer than i did. and he said, who cares whether it would've amounted to anything or not, because it would have been yours. you still deserve it. it's still yours.

so i think maybe that's something that could help you, too. even if it feels like without her, that "you" won't amount to much of anything...that doesn't matter. you still deserve for there to be a "you", whether you do anything with it or not.

[givemewings]

[“It would have been yours”

Oh.

That...affects her in a way she didn’t expect. It takes her a bit to reply.]

I always felt disposable compared to her.

So, knowing that I died, I thought...”that’s okay.” Better me than her.

Wanting to live for myself, I hadn’t even thought about it until I got here.

[It hurts. A little bit.]

[doreimi]

that's what i thought, too. about dying. "it was better that it was me".

listen...

if you want, i can message you with my name attached. maybe...since we're both trying hard for the same thing, we can help each other somehow. do you think?

[givemewings]

I’d like that

I’d like to get to know you.

[doreimi]

and if i do, you'll show yourself too? you promise?

[givemewings]

I think I can do that

I promise.

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[doreimi]

Then...hi. I'm Reimi.