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[ What does one do after the Cordis cycle, after a tiring few days? Stay in bed and... post because she has nothing better to do. She will be judging everyone. ]

Out of curiosity, how many of you are looking for moonlacing partners? I mean, you could probably just ask a friend or something, but for the more available, what do you have to offer that makes you stand out from the others who are looking for partners?

Show a picture of yourself and what you're looking for. I'll provide a sample.

NAME Reyvenne
AGE 53
LOOKING FOR I need a lot of money. A LOT. I'm a bandit but I don't want to live a life of crime here so I'm going to need to moonlace with at least 30 people a month. 
OFFERING What. You don't think I'm hot?

((Feel free to advertise your chars or someone else!! Here's the code:

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I don’t feel any different, if that’s what you mean.

[She’d sort of hinted at that, in a roundabout way. He’s not sure he’s comfortable with the use of the word heat, like she’s an animal, but since he’s not feeling what she is, he’ll let her describe it however she likes. He watches her carefully as she moves to the espresso maker, noting that it’s definitely single-serve, and raising his eyebrow a little.

He’ll let it slide for now.]

I guess the different moons do different things.

[Jack had been hyper-aggressive. This is something else entirely.]

( She doesn't like it either, but it seems to be about the best description. "I'm intensely aroused and seem to be making others aroused" is a bit... you know. But his reassurance has her relaxing, further still that he doesn't seem to be bothered by her fingers curling in his sleeve.

The coffee brews up behind her, and she's stepping back into his space with her fingertips ginger at his waist, testing, before circling him entirely. He probably won't like it, but she's sighing her relief and slumping against him immediately, brow to the tough armor over his chest. The flattened ears relax and droop, tail flicking in idle contentment. )

That's good— I'm really glad. ( ...are the words she chooses, but in the tone she would usually say "I'm sorry, Jack". It seems to be the underlying meaning. ) Just... a minute. If I may.

( Knowing what she knows makes this easier. And that he knows her, as well, sets her mind at ease. This will be alright. Neither will expect anything of the other. Her fingertips curl down under the armor and under his shirt, flats of her fingers against the small of his back, and the relief nearly turns her to jello. Truly, she's sorry for this. )

[She gets closer and for a moment Jack looks like he's going to bolt. He's spurned most physical contact in the years following Overwatch's collapse, for obvious reasons, and though he knows of course that this is Angela, Jack's hindbrain reacts to the approach as if pain is coming.]

What are you--

[She's hugging him. Of course she is, and Jack isn't quite sure how to react. He raises his arms a little but doesn't return the gesture, hands hovering awkwardly. He'd known Angela to be affectionate, sure, but this is a little much.]

You all right?

( Honestly, she practically expects him to, so she's relieved and a touch surprised when she manages to land a touch on him and she gets her arms about him. In her defense, she had warned him, and spoke of hugs repeatedly. The hold she has on him is impossibly gentle and he'd be able to break out of it with barely a turn of the heel, but he doesn't. Her eyes squeeze shut where he can't quite see her face, turned down against his chest, and he's asking if she's all right for the second time, and this one prompts a more honest reply.

It could almost be funny, having the tables turned like this. Her only answer at first is the way she shakes her head no, brow rubbing over his armor. No, she's not particularly, but this is helping. It's not perfect, it's not the release her body's screaming for, but it does much to quiet that desire. Jack's strong-willed; she doesn't think he'd ever relent to something like this. She's not nearly so tough.

The chroma feels stronger than she's used to. Perhaps because it meant something special, just being able to hold onto him in particular. It's a considerable balm to her. Then finally her voice slips out of her quietly, barely even breathed. )

I feel like I'm burning up without this.

( Without contact. She just wants to rest for a change. Originally, this had started out as a way to help Jack. Somewhere along the way that turned into a selfish need of her own— somewhere around "Jack steps in through the window and is close enough to hug", so thankfully it's a very recent and temporary change.

But she also isn't wrong. He could use another hug, after their "reunion". She doubts he's finding any comfort for himself here, platonic or otherwise. )

[He still stands there like he doesn't know what he's doing--even before the fall of Overwatch, military formality was sort of ingrained in his system, making physical contact to this degree something of a rarity. 76 will certainly stay like this if it means it helps her out, but he's entirely awkward about it, even as she feels some measure of relief.]

Should I take the gear off? Does that help?

[It can't be comfortable, nuzzling up against body armor. He hasn't even removed his mask. Still, he hasn't forgotten what he came here for. He's still got half a mind to chastise her for putting his information on the network.]

Did the moon make you post that ad for me, too?

( Angela's aware of that, too, and it only swells during the moon— her worry and her protectiveness, the desire to want to ensure others are taken care of and safe and loved, that they're happy... She worries for Jack the most even on her best days, here, because he's the one rejecting the place they're in so entirely.

He's letting her cling onto him while Jesse's out and resting, away from her, and before she gives into the urges and does something ridiculous ~~like a booty call~~. She doesn't want to burden others. Right now, she's well aware she's burdening Jack with herself.

He asks if taking his gear off would help and it gets the quietest sound of acknowledgement before the coffee maker's beeping that it's finished and her ears flick, spine going rigid and tail straight up, and it's what she needed to extricate herself from him. To go and get his coffee. )

It would, if you... if you don't mind. Staying for a bit. Let me get your coffee.

( It would give him time to undo some latches and scope out the place if he wants, and she opens the machine to drop the pod before putting her cup back under it. Just brew up some hot water and drop in a tea bag, not that a cup of chamomile is going to do anything for her. When he mentions the ad and she's turning back with two mugs in hand, her ears flatten back and she has the decency to look ashamed with herself, or at least embarrassed.

Look. There was no one here to take the phone away from her. )

You... were not the only one I posted for, let's say. Something about this is making me worry about others and I realize I've overstepped bounds in trying to help— you know I'm not...

( She doesn't finish the sentence, but he knows. "She's not that bad." She does still have some issues of caring too much or occasionally pestering, but nothing to the point of all this. That is something that hasn't changed about her (willingly). She is usually so good about respecting another's comfort levels and won't push or pry too hard. She has no real explanation for while she suddenly pushed beyond that degree of respect and common sense. She just did, with good intentions perhaps, but still something she never wished to inflict on anyone. She'll tip her chin for him to sit on the sofa before offering him his coffee. )

[It hasn't quite dawned on him that Angela's asking for relief, because he's still caught up in the complicated feeling of wanting her to be angry at him for his disappearing act. When she steps backward to get his coffee, he nods and starts divesting himself from his gear. It's a somewhat complicated process--first the harnesses, then the jacket, then the body armor. The mask comes off, then the mount that anchors it to his face. When she returns, he's standing there in fatigues and a tight black shirt, all of his guns and equipment and harnesses on a nearby table.]

Better?

[He already knows she'll say yes, but he's not quite finished their discussion about her post to the network. A small frown crosses Jack's face as he sits on the sofa and takes the coffee.]

I'm okay, Angela. You don't have to worry about me.

( There's no room in her life for anger to begin with. It wouldn't get her anywhere and it wouldn't make her feel better or anywhere near good to lash out and hurt him. He's important to her, whether he liked it or not, and he's family to her much the same— Jack was a partial mentor, one of many, but he was her commander. They butted heads but only when it mattered. She was his CMO and he listened to her on matters he needed to. Worked her knowledge and requirements of medical boundaries for injured soldiers into his plans even when it cost him extra hours of prep. She had only ever known him as a thoroughly good man as often as he could possibly be. He made ugly decisions and let emotions get in the way sometimes, but he's only human.

As are they all, the flawed creatures of the world. She hears piece after piece coming off and being set down in a careful stack, the jingle of belt buckles and the slump of old leather and then the dulled click of plate armor padded for comfort and quiet set together. She hears the release of air as she turns back, and she sees him as he removes the anchor and throat protection to set aside at last, all piled tidy on the coffee table.

She can see the cut of his body a bit better this way, without snake scales in the way. That he's still as strong as ever, but that the years and a terribly limited diet hadn't been kind on him. Still, she'd be in his corner, betting on him every time. She passes him the mug and is careful in how she settles beside him, facing him, knees drawing up to press her thighs along his own, digging into the back cushions of the sofa as she lays a tentative hand at his waist to anchor herself before she's leaning in, flat against his front. He'll feel the warmth of porcelain at the shoulder joint where she brings her mug up to sip. It barely tastes of tea yet, but she wanted the warmth even as the chroma wells up and washes over them both, leaving her nerves tingling pleasantly. )

Much. ( She's slumping even further, molding right to him— and though he can't see it, her eyes close, lids heavy. ) You know I always will. You don't seem okay, here. I can't see you being okay here.

( He's going to have to convince her he is, and you know. Good luck there. )

[Somewhat begrudgingly, Jack takes a sip of the coffee to find that it’s acceptable. He knows she’s looking him up and down, assessing his body condition, so he tries to hide it from her as best he can by hunching over the cup and then leaning back into the cushions, letting her settle beside him however she likes. It seems to be providing her some relief, so he’ll let her do it, even if the touch of another person is something unfamiliar to him, these days.

She says what she’s thinking, and though he’s still angry with her for posting the ad, she’s right about what he makes of Lunatia.]

No, I’m not okay with this place.

[Or with anything it expects him to do. He’s got a complicated relationship with his own bodily autonomy. After SEP, Jack hasn’t been keen to go through anything like that again, and being unwillingly changed with the waxing and waning of the moons strikes that particular sore spot. He’s done being a test subject, but it seems this planet has other plans.]

But I’ll get by.

[There’s no other choice, really.]

( Her head's on his shoulder and her chest flattens to his, half-covering him, trying not to get handsy and feel about his waist where she thinks he seems a bit soft. No analyzing, Angela. Leave him be for now and just help him with some chroma generation and soothe her nerves.

Granted, they've never sat together like this, but she's relaxed all the same on contact, for his presence and his scent and his warmth, knowing she hasn't angered him so greatly he wants nothing to do with her. He still drinks her coffee and lets her drape, doesn't deter her in any way.

After six years completely on his own, scarred up from fresh wounds likely sustained during the explosion and collapse of the Swiss Headquarters, she thinks it's a pretty big step. She won't press him an inch further. )

I know. After all you've been through, Jack— I can't even imagine. And the changes...

( There was nothing she could do for him; they'd already established as much. Just offer him this, the contact that took the edge off, and she knows he'd rather do it with... well. Anyone else, most like, but for now he knows her and she knows him, and there's the understanding that it won't go further. The fact that he won't act on whatever it is she's putting off is a relief and a balm, and she'd never give way to his bloodlust. There's an understanding in that, too.

And finally, quietly: ) I'm sorry about the post. ( No excuses, no "I don't know what came over me", no good intentions. Just a sincere apology. ) But you know I'll always be here for you. Whatever you need. I'll do everything in my power.

[He can tell she’s going to fall asleep on him, so he does his best to relax his body and be less tense of a pillow. Adjusting so that he’s comfortable and also able to continue drinking his coffee takes only a moment. It’s unfamiliar, but not bad. Given his general level of anxiety about this planet in general, however, he’s not sure he should get used to this.

But if it’s a comfort to her, then he can bear it. She offers concern and apologies, but Jack isn’t sure he really deserves them, even if he was angry.]

You really wore yourself out, huh?

[That anger is leaving him quickly, at least. He heaves a little sigh, trying to file away all his concerns for later.]

( Rest assured he can get used to Angela sitting with him and offering simple contact. Maybe it will help him get used to being around others again, accepting things like heavy hands at his shoulder and the feel of someone's lips at his cheek, which he's sure to begin earning from her not too far down the road. Little greetings to leave some chroma skittering along his nerves pleasantly, her general pleasure at just being able to see him again and spend time with him.

But right now, it begins and ends at this. Angela's weight draped along his front and the warmth of her breath at his shoulder, her hair soft against his throat, trying not to flick her ears where the one would catch him under the chin. (His stubble tickles the delicate fur of it.) He's a perfectly wonderful pillow. Her legs don't shift and she isn't uncomfortable in the least, curling right up and staying there, blanketing him in turn with her companionship and warmth.

Angela didn't realize how much she needed someone unaffected by her to wind down with until he was here. Because yes, she's exhausted, nerves keeping her going until she was faced with the opportunity to pump the brakes. Her answer is a soft hum of acknowledgement, already drifting off.

Sorry, Jack. Rest assured he does deserve her concern and her apology, just as much as he deserves the trust she gives him now, falling asleep on him. At least he knows she'll be easy to wake up if he wants to move or eventually broach his concerns with her.

Bet you never thought you'd be a soothing presence for someone again, did you? )

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