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(She is less subtle, by far, than a certain other lady from her world. Maybe she should be more careful, but why? This is fun. The Dothraki have rubbed off on her. No, get your mind out of the gutter. Not like that for a long time at least.)

What do you look for in a partner? When you are under the influence of the moons, who do you gravitate towards?

(People who are good for you or people who are a bit naughty?)

Any regrets?

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My condolences.

[He imagines it's the absence of the partner that lead her looking for others. On that note he also realized something about what he said.]

I have to apologize for what I said. I realized it comes off as a little judgmental, which isn't my intent. I know how people have more than one partner and understand that some have that much love to give. I, sadly, don't and most of the things I say with regard to the matter are blunt. I'm sorry.

Thank you. (Being without Khal Drogo has been hard - harder than she acknowledged as she journeyed on her quest for the Iron Throne. Seeing the throne and knowing he wouldn't sit on it with her just -

It wasn't her dream.)

You have nothing to apologize for in that regard. Everyone feels differently about it and I admit, if I had a chance to be with my husband again, I would set everyone else aside. But it is difficult to sleep alone sometimes.

I guess that's the difference between us. I'm too used to sleeping alone, or rather, I've forgotten when I feels like to share your bed.

I would suggest you have been too long without company, but it has to feel right. It should never feel cheap or forced.

I agree but, I'm...[How does he word this?]...well, I guess I'm romantically stunted. I might be incapable of feeling anything romantic for a lady.

[He's having trouble feeling love for anything at the moment actually, but he doesn't need to bring that up.]

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What about for a man? (She has seen men with men and women with women; there is no shame in it.) Do you believe in soulmates?

[He chuckles.]

I can say with confidence that I'm not attracted to men. I'm just bad at romance and the like.

[The mention of soulmates cuts him a little deep, and while she can't see it he placed a hand on the katana he keeps with him at all times.]

I do, but finding someone like that is probably impossible for me now. [He pauses.] She died eight years ago, and she took my heart and soul with her. Maybe that's why I'm so bad at love. [Well, it's part of it.]

I see your problem. (And oh how she knows that grief. Daenerys hadn't allowed herself to be completely closed off. That's how she was able to fall in love with Jon.)

You're not bad at it; you are grieving. Grief doesn't have a set time limit. (And even when it is overcome - to some degree - it can sometimes return to haunt the person.) Holding hands with another will serve you just as well and it won't put a strain on your heart or your mind.

Thank you for your sentiments.

[But it's not that simple for him, just as his relationship with soulmate. When she was gone more than just his soul went with her, it was his entire life, his reason. He should have died that day as well, but even in death he'll never see her again.]

I certainly hope that I can do that again one day.

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I have two hands. (If he needs to replenish Chroma.) I am grieving too - for a husband and three sons. I think perhaps he was my soulmate.

(She had been foolish to open herself to another. Being with Jon Snow had been a mistake.)

[She's lost a lot too, just as him. He knows the pain she's feeling, it catches you when you're off guard but always present. Like a dull ache followed by a sharp sudden cut. It's enough to give pause or drop someone to their knees and makes even the strongest person seem fragile.]

Then it looks like life hasn't been very kind to either of us.

[He sighs while pondering if he should accept her subtle offer to Moonlace. On one hand, it might be nice to connect with someone who understands his loss even if just a bit, on the other he doesn't feel like licking wounds would be healthy for him at the moment. It would be terribly rude to turn it down though.]

My hands are...dirty.

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