007 » TEXT; un: Persephone (forward dated to IRIS)

[ragingnature]

I know this question has likely been asked more than once. BUT! How does anyone deal with Iris? 😬

I've been Sanguis for almost a year, but last month that changed and it's terrible. It's just more than a week of being unable to fully concentrate on anything.

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[ragingnature]

Yeah...

That only helps so much. It's very much like having just a handful of nuts when you want a full meal. And then there's the fact that I end up using Chroma. [ She's pretty sure she mentioned that before. ]

I need distractions.

[shinseikai]

hahah i bet your garden looks pretty sweet

unfortunately im not much help in the distractions department
i keep very busy during iris! ive had to use the calendar app on my phone!

[ragingnature]

I'm still living in the apartment they gave me so unfortunately, we don't have a garden.

Oh. Well, that's lucky for you?

[shinseikai]

Not a great place for flowers, then

It's a lot of work, somehow most of the guys I know are Iris

[ he would rather have a harem of sanguis tbh ]

[ragingnature]

Not really.

Oh. That's what you meant by busy.

[shinseikai]

Yeah! But doing the fucking is noot nearly as satisfying, you know? Since Iris just wants to take. Sometimes I'm too nice for my own good.

[ragingnature]

I suppose so?

This is only my second month of dealing with this. It's not as bad as the first week of last month, but it's still frustrating.

[shinseikai]

Last month was crazy! It seemed like Iris went on FOREVER, right? I like sex and that was almost too much for me. Especially when it was crazy strong like that.

Did you really manage to get through it without fucking? That's powerful.

[ragingnature]

No. There was no way I could get through the entire time like that. I had someone to help.

[shinseikai]

Why can't that person help you again?

[ragingnature]

They're gone...

[shinseikai]

Oh

Did you like them?

[ragingnature]

I don't sleep with people I don't like.

[shinseikai]

That must be hard
No one I've gotten to know has left yet

[ragingnature]

He's the third. I think I'm cursed.

[shinseikai]

damn maybe you are
have you tried consulting an exorcist

[ im sorry hes like this ]

[ragingnature]

[ No respones, too busy crying again. ]

[shinseikai]

[ he....fucked up. shit.]

look im not great at this part
do you have girl friends you can talk to?

[ragingnature]

Yeah.

[ Not that she's going to. She doesn't want to bother anyone. ]

[shinseikai]

have you talked to them?

[ragingnature]

No.

[shinseikai]

why not? they've got to have better advice than a bunch of randos on the internet

[ragingnature]

I don't want to bother them. If I do it this way people have the option to respond or not.

[shinseikai]

isn't being able to bother them the whole point of having friends?

if not i may have to reassess my approach...

[ragingnature]

I don't know... I'm still not sure I understand what true friendship is supposed to be like.