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prismatica2019-10-02 10:40 pm
dereban) wrote in prismatica2019-10-02 10:40 pm
three 💕 text ( un: inaban )
so.
i know a lot of people have done ads like this in the past but i kind of want to get shitposty w/ mine bc that's how i roll www
bad news: i'm running low on chroma, i need a moonlacing partner, send help.
hi!
i'm inaba, 17 (almost 18!! next month!!!! soon i will be Legal™ and it'll be great)
interested in fellow people who can shoot the shit
likes video games, computers, just tech in general tbh
and also mobage.
bonus points: 1) if you're from japan, bonus BONUS points if you're from yokohama 2) you can WALK TF to my apartment, i'm dying 3) if you're from the future and you have flying cars in your future 4) i actually met you already?
pls make sure your account is verified and i have the right to refuse anybody
in exchange for moonlacing i can offer for the low, low price of FREE:
1) help with computers and tech in general but esp programming
2) creative memes involving you and your friends!
3) writing. i will write shit for you. i'm mostly versed in professional article writing, but i accept bullying ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
i think that's all. reply asap, ty. much appreciated.
( ooc: As a heads up: if any moonlacing action threads decide to get more involved than handholding/hugging, I'd like to have those moved outside of this post, thank you! )
i know a lot of people have done ads like this in the past but i kind of want to get shitposty w/ mine bc that's how i roll www
bad news: i'm running low on chroma, i need a moonlacing partner, send help.
hi!
i'm inaba, 17 (almost 18!! next month!!!! soon i will be Legal™ and it'll be great)
interested in fellow people who can shoot the shit
likes video games, computers, just tech in general tbh
and also mobage.
bonus points: 1) if you're from japan, bonus BONUS points if you're from yokohama 2) you can WALK TF to my apartment, i'm dying 3) if you're from the future and you have flying cars in your future 4) i actually met you already?
pls make sure your account is verified and i have the right to refuse anybody
in exchange for moonlacing i can offer for the low, low price of FREE:
1) help with computers and tech in general but esp programming
2) creative memes involving you and your friends!
3) writing. i will write shit for you. i'm mostly versed in professional article writing, but i accept bullying ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
i think that's all. reply asap, ty. much appreciated.
( ooc: As a heads up: if any moonlacing action threads decide to get more involved than handholding/hugging, I'd like to have those moved outside of this post, thank you! )
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[He'll take her hand in his, stepping inside after toeing off his shoes at the entrance way. It's a little awkward to do so without hands, but he's more focused on giving Inaba what she needs right now.]
I'd be bothered if you didn't contact anyone about this, actually.
[He offers her a small smile, because as always, he can't turn away from people who need help. Especially not someone he knows and likes.]
You look pale... Do you want to sit down?
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I've been trying to keep any extraneous activity to a minimum, honestly. . . a seat would be fine. There's a couch right there.
[ In the living room area that she's practically modeled after her own room back in her world. ]
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[It does look way too big, especially to Atsushi. Having lots of space to himself had seemed foreign and uncomfortable his first month here... But maybe it was different for Inaba...? Did she prefer living alone?]
Ah.. let's move to the couch then, it will be more comfortable for us both I think.
[And he'll make his way over there with Inaba, gently leading her to the couch by his hand.]
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[ She admits that easily with what seems to be a rather sad smile that seems to tell more than she'd like to let on. That in spite of the big space that she lives in? Living alone kind of sucks. ]
And mm, yeah, that's fine.
[ Even if Inaba is feeling a little better, that doesn't mean that she's necessarily stabilized, after all, which is why she easily follows him to the couch, only taking a seat once they're there.
Although she might wind up pulling Atsushi in the process, too. ]
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Especially since he notices how sad her expression was there, for a moment. He squeezes her hand in his, gently.]
I can't imagine living in a place this big on my own, honestly. But I was never used to having a lot of room to myself either, even before I came to Yokohama.
[he makes a mental note to himself, to see about visiting Inaba sometimes. It might help make things less....]
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[ She closes her eyes shut, sounding a little bit wistful; perhaps even just slightly melancholic. ]
It was large and spacious. It had... too much room, actually. That's why it felt lonely, a lot of the time.
[ And here, it does as well. Maybe that's made just a little obvious by how her hands slightly tremble. ]
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[His eyes widen in understanding at that admittance, because... yeah. He really can't imagine living like this.
He'd always found Kyouka's presence in the dorms back home to be a comforting one, and now Dazai's in their shared apartment. Even at the orphanage... no one was privileged enough to have space to themselves, aside from the staff.]
Well... if it wouldn't trouble you, I mean.... Would you like me to come over more in the future? It might make things a little less lonely, to have company over.
[He brings his other hand up, clasping both of hers between his in hopes of soothing that tremble.]
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[ Whenever she would have those sleepovers with the rest of the club, she couldn't help but feel a slight sense of relief. That she wasn't actually alone, in spite of always having isolated herself.
She sighs, however, her shoulders sagging slightly. ]
You wouldn't be a bother. Although I can't say how entertaining I'll be as a host.
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[He understood, he really did. He thinks it was the silence that got to him most... the stillness.
He smiles at Inaba softly, squeezing her hands again.]
It's fine. Just spending time with a friend is more than enough for me.
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[ She hears the word orphanage and laughs a little hollowly, curling herself in just a little bit as she buries her head into her thighs, but she doesn't let go of him. ]
Why is everyone here so kind to people they barely even know? It's almost disgusting, really.
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He looks a little sheepish at her comment, though.]
I don't think it's a bad thing? I kind of like how helpful everyone here is.
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She can't help but sigh a little overdramatically, her gaze still not meeting is. ]
Maybe. . . but I just don't get it.
[ There's something torn up in the way she speaks. ]
How can it be so easy for people to just-- do this-- if they don't know if the person is bad or not?
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It's understandable, really. Public displays of affection, affection with strangers-- those were all pretty strange, even Atsushi could agree. But at the same time... it was nice. It helped others. Wasn't that a good thing?]
I think it's just... nice, being close to people. Moonlacing feels good, though I'd never do anything intimate with someone I didn't know well. More than that... If I have the ability to help someone out, I feel like I should do what I can.
[He squeezes her hand lightly.]
And you're not a bad person, Inaba-chan. You're my friend.
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[ She trails off slightly, sounding a little melancholic even as a smile plays upon her lips. But there's something sad about it, even if holding hands like this is nice. ]
But I wouldn't call myself a good person. Or even someone who deserves to be a friend-- ha. I wonder if I'm backsliding again this way.
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[he looks a little sad at her comments. Why would she say that...?]
Why don't you think you deserve to be a friend?
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If someone being 'a little dark' meant they couldn't be someone's friend, I'd have almost no friends.
[Listen, even he'd acknowledge a lot of his friends were Messed Up People. But he was too, and he'd defend those friends until he's breathless. He holds up their clasped hands, smiling a little wryly.]
If you don't have anything to cling onto, you can cling to me. And there's other people who care about you here too, aren't there?
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[ It's a bit of a surprising statement for sure - hearing someone easily admit that their friends were 'a little dark', or even leaning that way. And out of her own friend group back home, she was the darkest of them all, although Iori was similar in that aspect, too.
That's what happens when you befriend people who have problems. Traumas.
But then Atsushi says those words and-- ]
I can't- [ Or is she just trying to convince herself that she shouldn't? Her mind reels a bit, recalling words that she was told.
"It's not your fault."
"Maybe you should trust that he'd understand if he's that kinda person." ] There is, but. . .
I can't just- cling onto someone like that- become so dependent on someone like that, even if I want to.
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[Listen, sometimes most of your friends are traumatized, former murders or both, it's fine--
But he does fall quiet at her response, squeezing her hand again as she explains. He wishes she didn't seem so... resistant, to the idea that she deserved companionship.
But he could understand it too, a little.]
I'm not talking about dependency, exactly... but is it because you value your independence? Or because you feel like you don't deserve letting people to help you?
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[ She pouts a little bit, knitting her brows in a bit of frustration, but she isn't necessarily angry at him. ]
It's- [ There's a bit of hesitation in her voice there, as if she doesn't want to say it. But she soon sighs and shakes her head, finally responding. ] A little bit of both, I guess.