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prismatica2019-10-17 11:39 am
dereban) wrote in prismatica2019-10-17 11:39 am
four 💕 anonymous text.
so, once again, iiiiit's your local prismanon asking for some advice!
it's almost the end of the year, huh? like, ten months deep. i've been here for like, what? almost half a year now? that's kind of shocking to be honest. and it makes me wonder. who here misses their homes? but more so than that...
we're getting 'older' here, right? like, if your birthday passes, you count that as a +1 to your age, right?
so, the real question i have here is simple: if you start getting older than all of your friends back home, isn't it kind of sad? you spend all your time here, getting to know people, maybe making new friends. but you're aging. you don't know if your world's time is moving. like... i'm the only one from my world here, tbh. it's lonely! ( ´•̥̥̥ω•̥̥̥` )
the other thing ig i wanted to ask is...
if the person you care about the most is back home, how do you deal with that? how can you just bear waiting to figure out how to get home -- when you've been in this world for so long that you've almost given up hope on the idea that maybe, one day, they'll show up here. or even that you might actually go back?
it's almost the end of the year, huh? like, ten months deep. i've been here for like, what? almost half a year now? that's kind of shocking to be honest. and it makes me wonder. who here misses their homes? but more so than that...
we're getting 'older' here, right? like, if your birthday passes, you count that as a +1 to your age, right?
so, the real question i have here is simple: if you start getting older than all of your friends back home, isn't it kind of sad? you spend all your time here, getting to know people, maybe making new friends. but you're aging. you don't know if your world's time is moving. like... i'm the only one from my world here, tbh. it's lonely! ( ´•̥̥̥ω•̥̥̥` )
the other thing ig i wanted to ask is...
if the person you care about the most is back home, how do you deal with that? how can you just bear waiting to figure out how to get home -- when you've been in this world for so long that you've almost given up hope on the idea that maybe, one day, they'll show up here. or even that you might actually go back?
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i don't do things because i've "given up". i'm not that kind of person. i don't give up. i choose what i want because i want to live my life as 'me' and not falter because of everyone else.
"you and I are the same" eren you are not a small anime girl
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well, I definitely want to find a way back without losing my memories and find out the truth about how we got here.
I don't 100% buy the explanation we were given, after all
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and i'm not 'passing' up a chance. people might think that's such a simple downside, but fuck that. if i'm going to go home, i'm going to keep everything i want! that's just my way!! i'm going to go home AND keep my memories. i won't accept anything less.
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same here, tbh. but the quantity doesn't matter to me. it's about the quality of your relationships that matters the most.
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Assuming we all eventually part, do you imagine you'll have any regrets?
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no.
i won't. if we have to leave, it'll be by my choice. and i'll find out a way to meet with all of them again.
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too bad we'd never know, since we're both anonymous.
un: erenyeager
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i guess i'd know now.
[ She's still staying anonymous, though! ]
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for me, it's as simple as wanting to obscure things.
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maybe i didn't say anything necessarily bad, but that doesn't mean i want people to know it was me. even i have some things that i want to keep to myself, after all.
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