Goro Akechi (
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prismatica2019-08-21 12:30 am
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Entry tags:
- fate/: marie antoinette,
- granblue fantasy: jessica,
- hollow knight: grimm,
- hypnosis mic: gentaro yumeno,
- hypnosis mic: hifumi izanami,
- magi: titus alexius,
- metal gear: otacon,
- no more heroes: travis touchdown,
- original character: fish,
- persona 3: minako arisato,
- persona 4: chie satonaka,
- persona 4: rise kujikawa,
- persona 4: souji seta,
- persona 4: yosuke hanamura,
- persona 5: ann takamaki,
- persona 5: goro akechi,
- persona 5: ren amamiya,
- voltron: matt holt,
- voltron: pidge
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I have a question, that...you'll probably understand my reasons for posting anonymously once you finish reading.
The local culture is very open and laid back about sexual interest. It's different as hell from my own home, where men who show sexual attraction are viewed as disgusting perverts and assumed to be dangerous, while people don't even fucking think about women having an interest in sex beyond wanting to have children. Some of the posts I've seen here would get everyone involved labeled sexual deviants for the shit they talk about in the open.
My question is, how do people adapt to it? I'm here doing my damn best to keep my mind out of the gutter because I've been taught thinking about anyone you don't want to date like that is disrespectful as hell and fucking creepy, but then I turn around and see people openly asking for hookups or rating each other's asses, and instead of people calling that shit skeevy, they either go along with it or treat it like a funny joke.
I know it's not prudishness, believe-you-fucking-me, my life would be easier if I was just naturally shy or reserved or whatever. It's an extreme form of culture shock, and I wish I didn't end up feeling like a dick constantly over the kinds of mental images I get from both the way people act in public around here and some of the things the prismals hand out as fucking party favors.
The local culture is very open and laid back about sexual interest. It's different as hell from my own home, where men who show sexual attraction are viewed as disgusting perverts and assumed to be dangerous, while people don't even fucking think about women having an interest in sex beyond wanting to have children. Some of the posts I've seen here would get everyone involved labeled sexual deviants for the shit they talk about in the open.
My question is, how do people adapt to it? I'm here doing my damn best to keep my mind out of the gutter because I've been taught thinking about anyone you don't want to date like that is disrespectful as hell and fucking creepy, but then I turn around and see people openly asking for hookups or rating each other's asses, and instead of people calling that shit skeevy, they either go along with it or treat it like a funny joke.
I know it's not prudishness, believe-you-fucking-me, my life would be easier if I was just naturally shy or reserved or whatever. It's an extreme form of culture shock, and I wish I didn't end up feeling like a dick constantly over the kinds of mental images I get from both the way people act in public around here and some of the things the prismals hand out as fucking party favors.
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The worst part is that we even did put on those stupid swimsuits because the boys covered for us the night before and the guy who bought us suits was guilt-tripping us.
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And the asshole definitely deserved it.
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He can be a good friend sometimes but other times he is just the worst basically any time girls are involved he's a terrible influence on the kid who lives with his family and is probably the reason that kid is obsessed with scoring all the time.
And the worst part of all is that after we were in the dumb swimsuits he said we weren't hot yet because we were just kids or something like that but we were going to be soon that's when we pushed them in.
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And what the hell was he even thinking, insulting someone after convincing them to wear something like that in the first place?
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And then he signed all of us girls up for the school festival beauty pageant and we couldn't back out because our new homeroom teacher we got after the first one died wasn't letting anyone it sucked.
We got him back by signing him up for the school festival drag queen pageant and the rest of the boys too because they were just letting him be that way again.
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I've seen a lot of that tendency to ignore shit that needs to be called out, myself. People would rather let someone else get away with being an asshole than risk an argument.
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And yeah I've noticed that too.
Hey do u want to talk sometime when we're not anonymous I think u really get me.
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Do u want to maybe meet at the new gym on level three or maybe that dragon place restaurant on level one it sounds pretty cool.
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Are u busy because I'm not we could go and meet there in an hour?
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How will I be able to tell who I'm looking for?
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[No point in hiding his ID when he already knows who this one is.]
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ur the one tellin very specific stories n cmon u didnt have to omit the part where i didnt kno u guys couldnt back outta the pageant
i still dont think u shoulda pushed partner and kanji in w me either they didnt deserve it
ALSO trust me im NOT the reason teddie is the way he is im honestly not sure how it happened its weird??? so dont go tellin ppl its my fault when u dont know the whole story dude
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Look u knew Teddie before me and u still spend the most time with him and I guess I just assumed it was ur fault because ur always the one who gets weird about girls.
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i mean... ok ya i guess i can see how but i rly didnt do anything! he reads like... tons of shoujo and watches romcoms w mom all the time so idk where else he coulda got all that--
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im not WEIRD! i just... look i didnt kno how to act ok but im tryin! u dont need 2 tell random ppl about stupid stuff i did almost a yr ago
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"i guess maybe it helps no one would want me"
u rly think i dont know how that feels?
[He switches the chat to private at this point and he drops the text speak.]
It's what my Shadow talked about, actually. That and some other stuff, but that was part of it. And I know my... weirdness and stuff means you think I'm actually all for this place but I'm NOT. It's... it's weird. It's really weird and awkward. I've hooked up with a couple people but it's not like we're dating and like that makes me feel like a sleezeball even though I know the others were okay with it and have these open relationships but like...
Well, yeah. So, I get it. Sorry, I didn't mean to make you feel like you were alone in this or something.
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Oh.
It really is weird and awkward and I don't know how people do it, Yosuke, I don't know how anyone here just hooks up with people, especially strangers. I've only been with Souji and Hifumi and I've been in love with Souji for most of a YEAR and even with Hifumi I'd been good friends since I got here. We ended up finding each other when we were lost on the moon and we got picked up by the Prismals together and she's just been really important to me. And I still didn't kiss her until she turned into a really pretty dragon.
But then you hear about other people having crazy moons where they're just banging everyone they meet and they don't seem to have the problem and then you have to wonder if maybe you're the big prudish weirdo.
And sometimes I worry that Souji is going to... I dunno. Find people who're better than me. And spend more time with them. And I'll be lonely and left behind. I know he likes me back but there are a lot of really Special people here.
And we both know I'm not.
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You're special, and I'm NOT just saying that, okay?
But... yeah, I don't even have a girlfriend or anything to fall back on. It just... sort of happened and I mean, it was fun at the time. Obviously, no bones about that. But now that I'm really thinking about it, I just feel weird about it. Then yeah, I feel like some prudish weirdo. Especially because doing the whole PDA thing is already a bit too much for me. Just casually having sex? I don't know either.
But I can say this, Partner wouldn't just leave you. Not like that, anyway. He's with you because he likes you too, Chie. That much is obvious. But he is being a lot more uh... open about this than I expected and maybe it's something you should talk to him about since you're worried? I'd like to think I know him well enough to help you but even that threw me off guard. I can try and talk to him about it too, though. The whole... sleeping with other people a lot, if you want?
I don't know how people do it either, Chie. I'm not sure how I did it, aside from just... going with it, I guess. But now I feel odd about it since I've always just really wanted a relationship, you know? Not just a hook-up. But this place just makes everything all screwy and out of whack.
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cw: shaming language
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username: YOU KNOW WHO THE FUCK THIS IS
Both of your asses are coming over for dinner. Tonight. 8. Got it?
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nvm fine ill be there
[How does a text from Kanji make him feel like heβs in trouble and heβs about to be scolded by his mom?]
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