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I have a question, that...you'll probably understand my reasons for posting anonymously once you finish reading.

The local culture is very open and laid back about sexual interest. It's different as hell from my own home, where men who show sexual attraction are viewed as disgusting perverts and assumed to be dangerous, while people don't even fucking think about women having an interest in sex beyond wanting to have children. Some of the posts I've seen here would get everyone involved labeled sexual deviants for the shit they talk about in the open.

My question is, how do people adapt to it? I'm here doing my damn best to keep my mind out of the gutter because I've been taught thinking about anyone you don't want to date like that is disrespectful as hell and fucking creepy, but then I turn around and see people openly asking for hookups or rating each other's asses, and instead of people calling that shit skeevy, they either go along with it or treat it like a funny joke.

I know it's not prudishness, believe-you-fucking-me, my life would be easier if I was just naturally shy or reserved or whatever. It's an extreme form of culture shock, and I wish I didn't end up feeling like a dick constantly over the kinds of mental images I get from both the way people act in public around here and some of the things the prismals hand out as fucking party favors.

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I'm Cordis, we end up craving Chroma near fucking constantly, and I have an even harder time than usual keeping my mind off of shit I'd like to do with people. Plus sometimes I end up feeling like just doing whatever I fucking want.

We also get those damn pheromones, so even though I'm pretty sure most people would only be interested in the fake me I wear in public, I have to worry about them forgetting their standards because I just smell that nice.

Oh jeez that sucks I'm sorry.

It's a pain in the ass, and I'm glad I've got partners who don't mind my metabolism going through the roof. But I'm pretty sure I'm going to keep feeling like shit until either my libido drops or I manage to convince myself I'm not shit for thinking about what it'd be like to fuck people I'm not dating.

I mean sometimes u can't help thinking about that stuff what u have to do is just not act on it??? Like I always used to think of kissing my best friend and stuff but I never tried to. It's probably harder when ur Cordis but keep trying!!!!

It still feels pretty shitty of me to think about it.

I imagine them finding out what I was thinking about them, and being skeeved out.

Especially when I'm thinking about girls, since I was always told girls would only want that if they liked you romantically.

I wish that was true and maybe it is because I'm honestly pretty crap at being a girl so thinking people I'm not even in a relationship with are hot and wondering what they might be like in a sexy way still happens but like I said I just don't act on it. They might be skeeved out but as long as u keep those thoughts inside ur head u will be ok I think it's when u don't and you buy girls bikinis for no good reason other than they're just girls that u become a creep.

I think generalizations are just crap, as a rule. It just makes anyone who doesn't match them think there's something wrong with them.

Assuming a girl would want or need a bikini is definitely a shitty thing to do, though. Buying someone something more revealing than you know they're comfortable with is an asshole move in general.

Yeah he just surprised me and my best friend on our class picking up garbage on the mountainside trip with them

What the fuck. It wasn't even an actual swimming trip?

Nope it was a picking up garbage on the mountain trip but he knew there was a stream to go swimming in so I guess that's why.

We pushed him and the other boys into the water and then our homeroom teacher barfed upstream and it got on them.

[Congratulations, Chie, any hope of true anonymity from your friends is pretty much nil at this point.]

That's definitely an asshole thing to do. It sounds like he just wanted to convince you to go swimming so he could stare.

Did the other boys help with trying to pressure you into a bikini?

Not exactly but they didn't really try to stop him either they just sort of stood around awkwardly and pretended they weren't staring at us only they didn't even do that very well.

The worst part is that we even did put on those stupid swimsuits because the boys covered for us the night before and the guy who bought us suits was guilt-tripping us.

It sounds like they at least needed some motivation to call him out.

And the asshole definitely deserved it.

Yeah he really did!!!

He can be a good friend sometimes but other times he is just the worst basically any time girls are involved he's a terrible influence on the kid who lives with his family and is probably the reason that kid is obsessed with scoring all the time.

And the worst part of all is that after we were in the dumb swimsuits he said we weren't hot yet because we were just kids or something like that but we were going to be soon that's when we pushed them in.

It sounds like he needs to be made an example of so the kid he's being a bad influence on can see where that leads.

And what the hell was he even thinking, insulting someone after convincing them to wear something like that in the first place?

When girls are involved he NEVER thinks not ever.

And then he signed all of us girls up for the school festival beauty pageant and we couldn't back out because our new homeroom teacher we got after the first one died wasn't letting anyone it sucked.

We got him back by signing him up for the school festival drag queen pageant and the rest of the boys too because they were just letting him be that way again.

Who the fuck doesn't let someone back out of a beauty pageant?

I've seen a lot of that tendency to ignore shit that needs to be called out, myself. People would rather let someone else get away with being an asshole than risk an argument.

Our school had the worst teachers in the world.

And yeah I've noticed that too.

Hey do u want to talk sometime when we're not anonymous I think u really get me.

That sounds like it would be a good idea. Maybe find somewhere to meet? I'm not sure how to give you my username privately with us both being anonymous.

Yeah same.

Do u want to maybe meet at the new gym on level three or maybe that dragon place restaurant on level one it sounds pretty cool.

I'm never one to turn down a food invitation. Meals taste better when you have company, anyway.

Yeah and since it's not Sanguis I won't be eating weird anymore.

Are u busy because I'm not we could go and meet there in an hour?

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ur awful at bein anon u kno

[No point in hiding his ID when he already knows who this one is.]

Shut up!!!!

y?

ur the one tellin very specific stories n cmon u didnt have to omit the part where i didnt kno u guys couldnt back outta the pageant

i still dont think u shoulda pushed partner and kanji in w me either they didnt deserve it

ALSO trust me im NOT the reason teddie is the way he is im honestly not sure how it happened its weird??? so dont go tellin ppl its my fault when u dont know the whole story dude