un: stickysticky ( video )

[ninpos]

Hey fellow Moonblessies. [ Yuzuriha doesn't hide the fact that she's in a sour mood this evening, trying to smile and then swiftly giving that up. ] I absolutely hate not being able to get any good sleep. These days I keep having the same few dreams and at first it was all fine and dandy, I could just act like it never happened, but lately they're really trying to dig at me...

[ There's a moment where she looks away from the screen, a little miffed, and then it becomes evident that she's struck with something -- anyone familiar may know this as Yuzuriha's "brain blast". ]

Someone must've put a curse on me! I mean, it'd make sense after because I -- [ Have already made enemies? That's just one dude and she doesn't pay attention to the rest. ] just attract those kinds of people. It's so hard to live when you're just the ideal girl... [ Queue a dramatic sigh, the back of her hand being placed against her forehead as she leans against her couch. ]

All jokes aside I'm bored and would reaaaaaaaaaally love some company right now. Especially since I doubt I'll be sleeping anytime soon, so! [ She clasps her hands together, now focusing in on the camera with a wide grin. ] What kind of dreams wake y'all up in a fuss?

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text; anonymous.

[dereban]

Nightmares, generally.

Ones that deal with abandonment or killing the people I care about.

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[ninpos]

wow you sure did start this off with a bang
but i'm sure plenty of people have had dreams where they've physically harmed people they knew
killing though....
these people don't typically get on your bad side, i'd hope

[ The abandonment part? She's purposely skipping that. ]

[dereban]

Sure did.

They usually don't. I like them a lot, actually. Sure, I get annoyed at them but nothing so drastic.

text; un: sansastark

[clothed]

I dream of family. I miss them greatly.

What sort of dreams are you having?

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[ninpos]

that's really sweet!
now i kinda wish i wasn't an only child, maybe then i'd have nicer dreams...

[ Forget about the fact that she's lying -- but no one knows of her sister, so a little white lie spread around here and there won't kill anybody. Especially when Yuzuriha isn't trying to open up any more than she already has. ]

ugh there are these gross monsters chasing me
they're from back home ummmm
gimme a second lemme see if i can draw one!

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it's a monster that towers above the trees and has arms spilling out of its eyes
gross right??

text; un: rowdyraven

[alittlesalty]

Oh you know, the usual sort. All the things I've ever done wrong, magnified to an obscene degree. That's if I get to sleep in the first place, of course.

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[ninpos]

it seems like a lot of people here have done questionable things
it probably won't make you feel any better, but hey in the list of the worst people here depending on what you did you may not be the top ten!!!!
so there's that

but what do you mean? you don't sleep?
how do you even survive man...

text; anon

[sheeples]

You're cursed too? Where I'm from, that only happens to guys. They say that if you die in the nightmare, you die in real life.

What kind of nightmares do you have?

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[ninpos]

[ God... it feels so good when a lie works. ]

HUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUH?
don't tell me that!! i'll be REALLY spooked y'know!? i've got way too hot of a body be dying in a nightmare, that's so lame!!

it's a bunch of creep crawlies trying to get all over me
like butterflies with human faces, huge centipedes that eat flesh...
sometimes it's like i can feel them across my skin and i wake up with goosebumps all over!

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[immaculate_one]

For someone plagued by nightmares you seem to be doing fine.

In any case, I can't say I'm nightmare free either. Watching your mother die and your home burn does that to you.

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[ninpos]

are you gonna start claiming that i'm lying about them too??

[ But wow... that trauma drop...

People here show their heart way too easily. ]

do you feel like you could have prevented any of that?

text; un: magicowl

[getting_better]

Memories of my days back in the frontlines would always do the trick. Though it's more a big rush of adrenaline and maybe some stress, a little bit of trauma if the right memory checks in. I know a good sleeping trick if you're having trouble.

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[ninpos]

wow that sounds like a trip.
a little bump in the road and it just sticks with a person forever, can't even sleep peacefully... some of you folk deserve better.

[ keyword being some. ]

oh yeah? what's the trick?

un: zobrien

[flying_fish]

When did the nightmares start becoming worse? Maybe there's a particular trigger.

[ninpos]

a week ago? give or take
at first it was whatever but now it’s just annoying
i don’t mind the occasional scare but when it’s constant it’s makes me mad yknow

text, un: mafuyu

[restringing]

I have nightmares too
Reliving bad things that have happened
And seeing people I can't anymore

It's harder here

But I don't think it's normal to have the same nightmare every day
Unless something happens to cause it

[ninpos]

well
unlike most people here i don't really have anything bad that's happened to me
sure my life had some dips but there ain't much to complain about

just gross maneating bugs on an island i want nothing part of but unfortunately that's the last place i was back home

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[raihorn]

Nightmares suck, sorry that’s happenin to you.
What you need is someone to talk to and stay up with.
Harder to dream if you’re up late.

[ninpos]

are you offering the company?
if so i need an asl!!!!!
and maybe a witty joke to get a quick laugh

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[heater]

The kind where I find your shit all over my place and I gotta clean up after you.

[ninpos]

oh??
even seeing my panties in your dreams gets you all hot and bothered?
you're the cutest

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[swordhardy]

Bad dreams, huh?
What happens in them?

that un....

[ninpos]

y'know the usual when you're stuck on an island inhabited by maneating monsters
butterflies with the faces of men who have died infecting you with poison, giant centipedes wrapping around your body, the works

[ And this is all true shit and she is not lying so she can keep quiet about her trauma. That shit don't exist! ]

i could draw a really shitty picture for you to laugh at as an example

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[grylls]

There's a professional cuddler who also posted this week who might help.

[ He saw them... He doesn't need a professional cuddler so he didn't say anything, but he thinks it's interesting regardless.

As for Riou's dreams, he's a soldier, so he can't share a lot of his real nightmares. He goes with a more generic one. ]

Last night, I dreamed about a giant preying mantis that kept laying egg in my campsite. I slayed her, but she said there were 20 and I could only find 19.

[ ...Is that generic? ]

[ninpos]

I'm not much of a cuddler type, or else I might've considered it.

[ It's too intimate. As much as she likes clinging to people it's all with her own selfish purposes -- the moment someone does the same to her it becomes awkward. That, of course, is due to a reason she's not willing to open up about. ]

...

[ It's not, but at least earns a laugh. ]

That sounds like a dream you of all people would have. Maybe the mantis played a trick on you to make you feel anxious~? How mean, but if it did the job of having you run around all over the place -- Ah! Riou-san can't just be revealing his weaknesses out in the open like this!